[Verse 1] Worrying that medical advice will change One doctor says yes, another says wait I read the chart, then read it again My mind keeps moving the goalpost [Pre-Chorus] Pressure on me every day To track it all, to make it perfect Count every sign, count every step I can't let go, I can't unlearn it [Chorus] Forty one, forty two I keep checking on you Fear of illness, fear of touch Ordinary things feel like too much Forty one, forty two I keep checking on you [Verse 2] Fear of illness spreading through ordinary contact A hand on my sleeve, and I'm back on alert Door handles, phones, and a crowded room Every small thing feels like a verdict [Pre-Chorus] Pressure on me every day To track it all, to make it perfect Count every sign, count every step I can't let go, I can't unlearn it [Chorus] Forty one, forty two I keep checking on you Fear of illness, fear of touch Ordinary things feel like too much Forty one, forty two I keep checking on you [Bridge] If the rules keep shifting shape Tell me where the safe line is I want one calm answer I want my hands to stop shaking [Final Chorus] Forty one, forty two I keep checking on you Fear of illness, fear of touch Ordinary things feel like too much Forty one, forty two I keep checking on you
