[Intro] Painnnnn... So HEAVYYYY!! So CRUSHINNNNG!! My heart breaking... Again... [Verse 1] For almost a year (almost a year) That's how long I've been with them Gotten to know them Took care of them (For that long) For that long (for that long) Not nearly enough I've hoped for a reunion, I've longed so strongly, for months! Moving in general, I know that's been stressful! Even worse when caring for animals! Even fucking worse when having to part from them, In the aftermath of having been horribly scammed... Deceived. Lied to. Disappointed. Disrespected. No one to hang onto them for us, for us! I've already started to feel it, The first of new inner storms, My heart deeply fractured and torn. I still love them. I know I always will! There's nothing and no one Can do to take that away! This love, it won't still! [Pre-Chorus] Almost a year!! Almost a year!! Now, I've found out Likely never again... Before all the hurt ends-- [Chorus] Almost a yearrrrr!! I'll eventually figure out How to recover! But right now, I feel the impact!! I feel the final act... Of all that searching, All that hoping, All that praying, All that longinnnnng. WAS IT REALLY ALL FOR NOTHING?!? Slowly, I'll let them goooooooo, Even as this hurts me sooooooooo! Slowly, I'll let them goooooooo, Even as this hurts me sooooooooo! [Verse 2] Almost a year Time, it's sped by... What I never wanted, The permanent goodbye... The three I love, I hope they stay happy, As I know it's going to take More days and weeks for meeeee! THIS HURT AND ANGER!! DESPAIR I SENSE IT!! Leaning on my inner Door, wanting to get A foot right in there! [Pre-Chorus] Almost a year!! Almost a year!! Now, I've found out Likely never again... Before all the hurt ends-- [Chorus] Almost a yearrrrr! I'll eventually figure out How to recover! But right now, I feel the impact! I feel the final act Of all that searching All that hoping All that praying All that longinnnnng. WAS IT REALLY ALL FOR NOTHING?!? Slowly, I'll let them goooooo, Even as this hurts me sooooooooo... [Bridge] Even if they don't get to hear the, Remasters of their songs... I'm sure they know I still love them, As I feel like I've been wronged... Brutal realityyyyyy!!!!! Brutal reality!!! Deeply wounding me Brutal realityyyyyy!!!!! Brutal realityyyyyy!!!!! Brutal realityyyyyy!!!!! Almost a yearrrrrr Almost a yearrrrrr Almost a yearrrrrr Almost a yearrrrrr...!! [Chorus] I'll eventually figure out, How to recover! But right now, I feel the impact! I feel the final act, Of all that searching, All that hoping, All that praying, All that longinnnnng. WAS IT REALLY ALL FOR NOTHING?!? Slowly, I'll let them gooooooo, Even as this hurts me sooooooooo... [Outro] I'll learn to let them go... Even as this hurts me so... Received a heavy blow... But I'm not alone. I knowwww... [spoken] "A number of others support me..." "My support team..." "I'll depend on them..." "Because I know they care..." "It's not like I'm suffering in silence."
