2003

[Chorus] I wish I could go back in time and change my mind back when a night out was a long drive I'd promise you forever and mean it If only I knew how to hold onto you change every shitty thing I put you through instead of lying from the start [post chorus] and I wish we could be back in 2003 [Verse 1] I had it all and fucked it all up didn't know how to love or be loved I tried to be someone I wasn't ready for gave too little when you deserved more I hate who I was and what I did and how I turned it all to shit [Chorus] I wish I could go back in time and change my mind back when a night out was a long drive I'd promise you forever and mean it If only I knew how to hold onto you change every shitty thing I put you through instead of lying from the start [post chorus] and I wish we could be back in 2003 [Verse 2] I quietly quit on our relationship and lost all of our friends because of it I put them in a place they had to choose and I can't blame them for picking you I let everyone believe the mirage and threw it all away to self-sabotage [Chorus] I wish I could go back in time and change my mind back when a night out was a long drive I'd promise you forever and mean it If only I knew how to hold onto you change every shitty thing I put you through instead of lying from the start [post chorus] and I wish we could be back in 2003 [Bridge] I made misery set to mixtapes and turned your arms into a place I couldn't stay you kept calling but I stopped hearing drove the boat into the rocks it was nearing I thought we'd heal scars, instead I carved more and left feeling emptier than I was before I should have spoke up, unsent letters wouldn't do I could have stopped being the stranger next to you The signal cut out, now it's just me and I wish we could be back in 2003