Tired of Loving

Verse 1 Never had a real thing, just one online He said he cared, but it was all a lie Dated me and the girl who made me cry That was just the start of my heart's slow goodbye Verse 2 Met someone who seemed like the one We clicked so fast, thought love had begun But he only wanted what I wouldn't give No plans, no meaning, just a selfish way to live Chorus Tired of being used, then tossed aside My feelings aren't toys, I'm done with the lies They give me hope, but it’s just disguise They want a body, not the soul inside Tired of being "maybe," never "mine" Like I’m worth nothing every time Verse 3 Others disappeared, came back with someone new One felt special, but he left me too Showed up with a girl, like I’d never been there No warning, no word, just silence and glare Verse 4 Almost gave my heart to someone overseas But I saw it clear—it was never meant to be He turned cold, said I’d end up alone Called me broken, like love was a throne Verse 5 The last one seemed different, even met my mom He smiled, played sweet, made it feel calm But when he saw my scars, he turned away Said he couldn’t stay, that I’d make him pay (Repeat Chorus) Tired of being used, then tossed aside My feelings aren't toys, I'm done with the lies They give me hope, but it’s just disguise They want a body, not the soul inside Tired of being "maybe," never "mine" Like I’m worth nothing every time Bridge I’m tired, this heart is worn Still dreaming of love, but I’m torn Always the one who’s left behind Maybe someday, I'll break the cycle and find... Outro Someone who loves me, soul to skin Not just a game he wants to win But now I’m tired, too tired to try Tired of loving, tired of goodbye