[Verse 1] Orange bottle on the counter Name in print like a warning sign Half a glass of flat tap water Chasing sleep I never find Cut the tablet with a butter knife Tiny moon on the kitchen plate Swear I’ll get my head back right If I can just swallow all this weight [Chorus] These meds They’re messing with my memories Can’t tell if I’m better or just blurry Slow my heart Speed up my worries I don’t know who I am on these These meds Turning down the volume On the pain and everything else too If I feel nothing Is that healing? Or am I just disappearing from you? [Verse 2] Doctor’s scribbles in a spiral pad “Give it time That’s how it goes” I nod like I understand While I’m counting tiles with my toes Friends say I’ve been quieter Laugh on cue Drift away Smiles fit like a borrowed shirt Too loose where I used to ache [Chorus] These meds They’re messing with my memories Can’t tell if I’m better or just blurry Slow my heart Speed up my worries I don’t know who I am on these These meds Turning down the volume On the pain and everything else too If I feel nothing Is that healing? Or am I just disappearing from you? [Bridge] Maybe one day I’ll cut down the dose (cut it down) Wake up and know my own voice (know my own) Till then it’s just me and the schedule on the fridge Little white circles Holding up the edge [Chorus] These meds They’re messing with my memories Can’t tell if I’m better or just blurry Slow my heart Speed up my worries I don’t know who I am on these These meds Turning down the volume On the pain and everything else too If I feel nothing Is that healing? Or am I just disappearing from you?
