I’ve been sleeping with my light on waking everyday w my clothes on he thinks people let the worst out when they hurt me dirtier then dirt be no one can see me for— the real me can’t do this again for real —gon kill me these lessons in leaving cause me to leave the light on when he pick up and leave I get my shine on that boy says it’s not the way to be I guess he likes it best when he hurt me lead him the way but he still need a escort gave him my all he claims I was 10 short is it just the way he play that gets me floored i am not less nobody’s last resort so tell me why I been getting ignored that’s not the way not the way it can’t be now all he say all he say to be set free all out of my way all out of my way all out of them sort living life wrong that boy likes to play likes to play with me I thought we had something real tha he tell me what my worth be he tell me what my worth be oh yeh I think he hurt me try to stay awake all night not ever turn down crash on my floor fallen facedown he’s so immature that’s his get down my love is so pure is this what it’s like when u fallen is that the case? have me fallen facedown awake for 7 days lost in a daze friends tell me its a phase all I see is his face 7 days haven’t heard his voice he could be with me if he wanted it’s his choice to leave think he started is heaven ever sure about the departed the devils outsmarted now one things for sure I am guarded told me how u worth trusting? u were just fronting I swore there was something turned out for nothing boy there really ain’t no use messing around trying to call a truce now boy you must think I like abuse wow you on that crazy shit, bet you think I’m a crazy bitch wondering why? you ain’t saying shit
