The sun stays up all day It finds the dust on her skin She smiles at the door Like she’s letting others in Her room a pharmacy Her phone in silent mode She says, I’m fine, I’m fine Like that would make it true But then the room stays still And nobody’s around They start their old refrain And drag the curtains down It’s nothing It’s nothing Nothing at all It’s nothing It’s nothing She feels the fall Dark voices calling From the back of her mind She keeps on smiling And is crumbling inside The little kid in her Still waits by the frame Hands on the window lace Listening for his name But the same old shadows Come crawling through the door They tell her she’s too late They tell her it’s her fault Now she’s glued to the ground Wish that she never knew She tries to cover her ears No more forgotten truth It’s nothing It’s nothing Nothing at all It’s nothing It’s nothing She lets it fall Dark voices calling From the back of her mind She keeps on smiling But she’s bleeding inside She tried to outrun them Down every bright road She tried to tell her pain Yet came home alone Even all the light above Would not have reached that place Where old lies taught her Control your face It’s nothing It’s nothing Nothing at all It’s nothing It’s nothing She feels how she falls Dark voices calling From the back of her mind She’s tired of smiling There is nothing left inside Feels nothing Thinks nothing Nothing at all Mhh Mhh Mhhmmh
