[Intro] Maybe it's about time I grow up I can't always cry Over the corruption that doesn't let me rise above [Pre-Chorus] Alone in paradise My voice is cut off Though my magic is shared I'm left in the shadows [Chorus] Kissing artistic curses Is the only way to go I'll never be in the spotlight I'll always be a ghost [Verse] I'm completely tormented By the way my blessing backfires I can't feel satisfaction Always thinking my magic is a failure It seems like others Just take what I make Recognition passing me by Though I'm the heartbeat and the reason fantasy is alive [Pre-Chorus] Alone in paradise My voice is cut off Though my magic is shared I'm left in the shadows [Chorus] Kissing artistic curses Is the only way to go I'll never be in the spotlight I'll always be a ghost [Verse] The chains of trauma Bind my wings Always uncertain of my capability I want to bloom But I'm sentenced to doom Years upon years there is no progression Still on the starting line Dreaming of a different life [Pre-Chorus] Alone in paradise My voice is cut off Though my magic is shared I'm left in the shadows [Chorus] Kissing artistic curses Is the only way to go I'll never be in the spotlight I'll always be a ghost [Verse] How much can I try? When I struggling with the monstrous doubt inside I want to embrace the talent that lives in me Yet, the poison of the traumatic memories paralyzes I'm not good My efforts are in vain I'm the princess of art That can't even sketch without hearing the wounds of yesterday [Outro] Will I dance with ease? Will I fall in the depth of the abyss? I'm hurting Feeling frustrated and incomplete
