[Verse 1] You say you’re done Yeah, that’s what you told us Swearing off love Like it’s some bad drug You’re bruised, you’re bent Sleeping in your hoodie Talking like trust Is a burned-out bridge Two names in your notes Both under a code One's on your screen The other’s in your bones Friends hear half the story So their truth feels thin They draw a straight line From where you’ve never been [Chorus] How do I choose when I’m still this broken? Every door open just feels like a dare One heart will crack when I leave it unspoken I can’t be fair when I’m gasping for air I’m not ready to hold anyone yet But I’m holding these ghosts in my chest How do I choose when I’m still in pieces? Two names in my mouth, and it cuts my lips to speak them [Verse 2] You call me up Say you miss the quiet How we could talk Till the dawn turned red Then there’s the one Who just gets the silence Reads all the hurt I don’t have to confess Group chat says “pick them They’re good for your heart” If they only knew You’re just half the chart I nod like they’re right While I fold like a page Whole other chapter Hidden off stage [Chorus] How do I choose when I’m still this broken? Every door open just feels like a dare One heart will crack when I leave it unspoken I can’t be fair when I’m gasping for air I’m not ready to hold anyone yet But I’m holding these ghosts in my chest How do I choose when I’m still in pieces? Two names in my mouth, and it cuts my lips to speak them [Bridge] Maybe I stay alone Till the scars stop screaming (oh) Maybe I tell the truth Let it tear through the ceiling Will you still look at me Like I’m worth believing? If I admit I’m still split Still bleeding [Chorus] How do I choose when I’m still this broken? Every door open just feels like a dare One heart will crack when I leave it unspoken I can’t be fair when I’m gasping for air I’m not ready to hold anyone yet But I’m holding these ghosts in my chest How do I choose when I’m still in pieces? Two names in my mouth, and it cuts my lips to speak them
