# HERE WE GO AGAIN *Mynx May | The Dark Carnival* [INTRO | BROKEN CALLIOPE | STATIC | FEMALE SPOKEN, DISGUSTED] Oh, for FUCK'S sake. Again? What the fuck now? Every day. Same shit. Different asshole. Here comes another useless motherfucker with pockets full of excuses and nothing to show. Go ahead. Tell me how much you fucking care. I could use the laugh. [BITTER LAUGH | MASSIVE BASS DROP] [VERSE 1 | VENOMOUS FEMALE RAP | FAST, FILTHY DELIVERY] Wake up, shitstorm, here we go, Another problem dragging off the last one. Fix one thing, six more split, Every damn promise still counterfeit. Everybody swears they’ve got my back, Till I need something real, then they’re off the map. A circus full of clowns in polished good intentions, Nobody lifts a hand till they’re starved for attention. You got advice? Shove it. Got excuses? Stuff it. Got another empty promise? Take that bullshit and fuck it. Don’t come crawling with your “I was gonna,” “I’ve been busy,” “I’ve been trying.” You were there when you wanted something, Now your fucking phone’s dying? How convenient. How pathetic. What a lovely disease. Everybody wants my loyalty While doing whatever they please. [PRE-CHORUS | MOCKING VOICE | DISTORTED GUITARS] "May, why are you acting like this?" Oh, sweetie. Because I’m surrounded by people who couldn’t find their own ass with a flashlight and a fucking map. [CHORUS | EXPLOSIVE INDUSTRIAL ROCK | DIRTY DUBSTEP] HERE WE FUCKING GO AGAIN! SAME SHIT! NEW LIE! EVERYBODY FUCKING CARES TILL IT'S TIME TO TRY! OPEN MOUTH! EMPTY HANDS! EVERYBODY'S GOT DEMANDS! YOU CAN TAKE YOUR FAKE CONCERN AND SHOVE IT WHERE THE SUN DON'T LAND! AGAIN! AGAIN! WHAT A FUCKING SURPRISE! ANOTHER USELESS PROMISE FROM A MOUTH THAT ONLY LIES! [VERSE 2 | BRUTAL RAP | SNEERING, AGGRESSIVE] Here comes Captain Fucking Obvious, With another worthless observation. Couldn’t fix a goddamn thing, But you’re qualified for condemnation? You don’t know the half, Still you’ve got so much to say. Where’d that big fucking mouth go When I needed help yesterday? Oh, you’re offended? GOOD. Now imagine how I feel. Watching every fucking person Prove their loyalty ain’t real. You want patience? Earn it. Want respect? Return it. Want another chance to disappoint me? Motherfucker, you burned it. Don’t tell me to calm down, Don’t tell me how to speak. You don’t get to play the victim When your bullshit makes me scream. You’re not misunderstood. You’re not some helpless little saint. You’re just another fucking headache With a face full of complaints. [PRE-CHORUS | LAUGHING THROUGH TEETH | MUSIC STOPS] "Oh, but I really do care!" Do you? That’s fucking adorable. Put that on a T-shirt. Because you sure as fuck ain’t putting it into action. [CHORUS | DOUBLE KICK DRUMS | SHOUTED FEMALE VOCALS] HERE WE FUCKING GO AGAIN! SAME SHIT! NEW LIE! EVERYBODY FUCKING CARES TILL IT'S TIME TO TRY! SAY YOU LOVE ME! SAY YOU CARE! THEN DISAPPEAR INTO THIN AIR! I'M SURROUNDED BY THE KIND OF HELP THAT'S NEVER FUCKING THERE! AGAIN! AGAIN! ANOTHER ROUND OF SHIT! AND SOMEHOW I'M THE PROBLEM WHEN I FINALLY LOSE MY GRIP! [BRIDGE | HEAVY STATIC | LOW, COLD FEMALE SPOKEN] You know what? Fuck the apologies. Fuck the “I meant to.” Fuck the “you know I care.” No. I know what you say. And I know what you do. And the gap between those two is a fucking joke. You don’t get a medal for pretending to give a shit. And you don’t get to call yourself loyal because you stuck around just long enough to watch me struggle. [INDUSTRIAL BREAKDOWN | CRUSHING BASS | METAL SCRAPING] [VERSE 3 | SLOW, DEADLY, CONTEMPTUOUS] I’m not asking for a rescue. I’m not begging for a hand. I’m just sick of every asshole Who makes promises they can’t stand. I’m sick of being reasonable With people who don’t give a fuck. Sick of being told to trust them While they leave me stuck. You wanna know what changed? I finally see the joke. Every time I needed something, All I got was smoke. So save your fucking sympathy. I’ve heard enough already. Your words belong in the dumpster With the rest of your recycled shit. And when you need me? Don’t you fucking dare Come acting all surprised When you find I’m not there. [FINAL CHORUS | FULL INDUSTRIAL CHAOS | RIPPING FEMALE VOCALS] HERE WE FUCKING GO AGAIN! SAME SHIT! SAME GAME! ANOTHER USELESS MOTHERFUCKER WITH ANOTHER PERSON TO BLAME! KEEP YOUR WORDS! KEEP YOUR LIES! KEEP THAT FAKE CONCERN DISGUISED! I'M DONE BEING YOUR DAMN SAFETY NET WHILE MY OWN WORLD'S ON FIRE! AGAIN! AGAIN! YOU CAN FUCK RIGHT OFF! I'M DONE PAYING FOR YOUR BULLSHIT AND GETTING NOTHING BUT THE COST! [OUTRO | CALLIOPE WINDS DOWN | FEMALE SPOKEN, DRY AND DISGUSTED] Well. That was fucking productive. Another day. Another disappointment.
