[Verse 1 – low raw baritone, restrained] Since I was a little boy They told me how to move How to speak and what to do Like I was their little toy Clean your room Don't make a scene Be a good boy Keep it clean [Verse 1 – drums slowly enter, subdued 808] Thirty years of knowing how To be whatever they allowed I'm standing on my own And none of it can help me now [Pre-Chorus – breathy head voice, rising tension] Look at me now I'm alone No one's there to guide me home And I don't know where to go [sustained falsetto] Anymooore [Verse 2 – intimate baritone, almost spoken] I know the words they gave to me I know the person I should play I know exactly how to smile When someone asks if I'm okay But put me in an empty room With no one there to satisfy And suddenly I can't explain Who, the, fuck, am, I!! [Instrumental Interlude – eerie trip-hop textures, sparse guitar] [Bridge – unstable vocal, baritone into thin falsetto] I'm tired I'm falling I hide and I'm calling Out for someone that can show me how to be myself Swallow another pill for my mental health... [Break – near silence] [Post-Hardcore Peak – distorted vocal, half-volume explosion] I don't feel ANYTHING!!!! [Chorus – melancholic, heavy but restrained] I'm so lost I'm so lost I'm so lost in this empty life I'm so lost in this void Where is all that noise I'm getting paranoid oooh ohhhh ohhhh oohhhhhh [Post-Chorus – glockenspiel, drums decay, eerie atmosphere] A thousand doors ahead A thousand signs of death Choose the path and figure it out Go on little boy and make your mother proud [Outro - minimal piano, distant guitar] Another door, another lie Tell me how to say goodbye I change my mind a hundred times [Outro – breathy falsetto] You'll see it on the other side If it's gonna be alright...
