If You’re not first You’re just me.

[Verse 1] I held the door I held your coat I held my tongue Like it was smoke I knew your moods By how you breathed I gave you my last Like it was free [Pre-Chorus] You said my name Like I was home Then turned around And left me the fuck alone I read your texts Like old bad news You come to me When there’s nothing to lose [Chorus] I put you first You put me last I built my world Then watched it crack I put you first You put me last Baby, I stayed You never fucking asked (you never asked) [Verse 2] I learned your sheets Your cheap perfume Your favorite song Your empty room I missed my calls To pick you up I played the part And ate it up You had your storms I took the rain I wore the blame You wore the pain [Pre-Chorus] You said my name Like I was home Then turned around And left me the fuck alone I gave you all I had to lose You kept the part That bruised me through [Chorus] I put you first You put me last I built my world Then watched it crack I put you first You put me last Baby, I stayed You never fucking asked (you never asked) [Bridge] I don’t want gold I don’t want thanks Just once, your hands On my sinking frame Just once, your eyes Where mine have been Not like a guest Not like a friend [Final Chorus] I put you first You put me last I gave my heart You gave it the fuck back I put you first You put me last Say it to me Was I that easy to pass? So fucking easy! Why was that easy!?? [Outro] I kept the seat I kept the light You kept me waiting Every goddamn time!!!