[Verse 1 (Storytelling)] i tried turning everything off phone face down lights cut even the little red dot on the tv but my head kept running like a tab i forgot to close three years ago and now it’s eating memory every version of me is talking at once none of them agree on what went wrong i keep checking the door not because i’m scared of someone outside but because i don’t trust what’s in here [Pre-Chorus (Rising Tension)] i don’t need noise i don’t need silence either i just need something that stops this loop just for a second [Chorus (Anthemic)] i need something that cuts through not pretty not clean just real enough to interrupt me i need the antidote now not later not someday right here in the middle of this static before i disappear inside it [Verse 2 (Melodic)] i went outside thinking maybe air would fix it cold hit my face like it had something to say cars passed like they knew where they were going i stood there pretending i did too there’s this weird distance between me and everything like i’m watching my life through thick glass even my own hands feel borrowed like i signed something i don’t remember reading [Pre-Chorus (Stripped)] i don’t want answers they come with conditions i just want the noise to stop choosing me [Chorus (Explosive Drop)] i need something that cuts through not pretty not safe just loud enough to wake whatever’s left i need the antidote now not later not calm right here while it’s all collapsing before i learn to live like this [Bridge (Emotional)] if this is normal then i missed the memo if this is healing then why does it feel like erosion i keep trying to name it but every word feels too small like calling a storm a bad day i’m tired of adjusting tired of explaining tired of pretending this is temporary [Chorus (Euphoric)] i need something that cuts through not perfect not fixed just human enough to remind me i’m still here somehow i need the antidote now not clean not cured just enough to break the pattern and let me breathe without thinking [Outro (Fading)]