[INTRO] Uhh… ahh… uhh… ahh… LOVE PTSD… My heart is Missing in Action… MIA… Uhh… ahh… uhh… ahh… LOVE PTSD… HEART MIA… LOVE PTSD… HEART MIA… My heart is numb… no trust… Uhh… ahh… uhh… ahh… [Verse 1] I didn’t know a heart could vanish without a trace, Didn’t know love could hit like trauma to the face. You left me questioning my worth like it was evidence, A courtroom in my mind where I’m both the victim and the witness. Flashbacks in the quiet, nightmares in the day, My body still reacts like you never went away. You taught me fear disguised as love, Now I brace for impact even when I rise above. [Pre‑Chorus] I’m stitched together from the bruises you left, A black‑and‑blue heart beating under a metal chest. I’m learning to breathe without scanning for threats, But the armor still locks up when the past reconnects. [Chorus 1] Uhh… ahh… uhh… ahh… LOVE PTSD! You rewired my nerves to mistake love for danger. HEART MIA! My pulse goes silent anytime someone gets closer. LOVE PTSD! I’m fighting ghosts you left behind in my bloodstream. HEART MIA! Trying to feel again without triggering the old machine. LOVE PTSD! You taught me to doubt every truth I feel inside. HEART MIA! So I buried my heart where your memory can’t find. LOVE PTSD! I’m crawling back from the wreckage you made. HEART MIA! But I’m learning to breathe again—unafraid. Uhh… ahh… uhh… ahh… [Rap Verse] FLASHBACKS! They hit like jump‑cuts ripping through my peace, Memories ambushing me when I’m just trying to breathe. NIGHTMARES! I wake up fighting shadows that aren’t even there, Heart pounding like I’m trapped in the same old snare. UNWANTED MEMORIES! They replay like a loop I never asked to see, Your voice in my head like it’s cross‑examining me. Heart racing, sweating, trembling when I remember you, My body still reacts like the trauma’s breaking through. [Breakdown] Uhh… ahh… uhh… ahh… TRIGGERED—my body moves before my mind can speak. TRIGGERED—old wounds waking like they never went to sleep. Uhh… ahh… uhh… ahh… GROUNDING—feet down, breathe slow, stay here, stay real. GROUNDING—this is the part of healing nobody wants to feel. Uhh… ahh… uhh… ahh… [Verse 2] I ask myself if I deserve love or if I’m built to break, Your lies became my logic—now I question what’s fake. I’m mad at my reflection for the things I didn’t know, Blaming myself for staying in a place I couldn’t grow. Gaslit into thinking I was “too sensitive” to feel, Now I second‑guess reality like none of it was real. My heart’s bruised from the battles you dragged me through, But I’m learning to trust the parts of me that made it through. [Chorus 2] Uhh… ahh… uhh… ahh… LOVE PTSD! You left triggers in my chest where trust should be. HEART MIA! I go numb when someone tries to get close to me. LOVE PTSD! I flinch at kindness like it’s something I should fear. HEART MIA! My pulse goes quiet anytime real love gets near. LOVE PTSD! I’m unlearning every lie you carved into my mind. HEART MIA! Searching through the wreckage for the heart you left behind. LOVE PTSD! I’m fighting through the static just to feel what’s true. HEART MIA! Trying to find myself in the places you withdrew. Uhh… ahh… uhh… ahh… [Bridge] I’m piecing back the parts of me you fractured in the storm, Learning love ain’t supposed to hurt more than it warms. I’m practicing vulnerability in places that feel safe, Letting small truths out while I regulate my pace. [Rap Breakdown] I’m not your battlefield! I’m not your casualty! Survival mode—deactivate! I’m grounding—feet down—breath steady—heart loud— Armor cracking—stand your ground! This is the reboot, the nervous system reset— I’m reclaiming every part of me your trauma tried to get. [Final Chorus] Uhh… ahh… uhh… ahh… LOVE PTSD! The damage echoes even when the room is quiet. HEART MIA! My pulse still disappears whenever someone gets close. LOVE PTSD! No closure, no healing, just the aftershocks. HEART MIA! A heart gone silent in the places love should live. LOVE PTSD! You rewired every instinct I had left. HEART MIA! And I still can’t find the parts you took. LOVE PTSD! Some wounds don’t fade… they just wait. HEART MIA! And mine… never came back. Uhh… ahh… uhh… ahh… [OUTRO] LOVE PTSD… HEART MIA… LOVE PTSD… HEART MIA… LOVE PTSD… My heart is Missing in Action… MIA…
