Capra Terra Ft. Q..A..S.. - Beautiful Disasters

[Intro, Spoken by Qas] Yeah… Maybe we ain’t broken. Maybe we’re just tired of pretending we’re okay. Capra… I know that place. [Verse 1, Sung by Capra] I’ve been through the worst doing my best, Full of shame and guilt, I’d put myself last. Smiling for those who always count on me. Fighting my battles lone, so nobody could see That place where you smile while you’re breaking, Say you’re fine while your mind keeps contemplating. Everybody gets the strength, but nobody sees the cost. You keep giving pieces of yourself until you see what’s lost. How much pain was dragging me down. But still standing ready for loved ones around. How many times I thought to myself: “Maybe this is the day that should be my last?” I’ve had nights where the silence got louder than screams, Where the weight of my thoughts started killing my dreams. Kept a mask on my face, kept the pain underneath, How much easier everything would be, “Easier for who?” You’re gonna ask — only for me. Time was passing by, those debates in my head, Made me realize that I can be sad, But what I cannot stand is the hurt in their eyes, For my 3 beautiful stars I had to survive. [Pre-Chorus, Capra and Q..A..S.. Duet] So I’m still here— even when I don’t wanna be, Still fighting these demons that nobody else sees. Maybe fucked up, maybe damaged, maybe harder to love, But we’re learning that surviving isn’t giving up. [Chorus, Big Emotional Rock, Both Voices] We’re beautiful disasters, standing in the rain, Carrying our scars like they’re written in our names. We don’t have to hide it, we don’t have to pretend, We’re broken in different places, but we’re healing the same. And if tonight gets heavy, we’ll hold on through the dark, ‘Cause sometimes all it takes is one reason not to fall apart. We’re beautiful disasters, but we’re still here somehow— Maybe we ain’t whole yet, but we’re not giving up now. [Verse 2,Sung by Capra] After all those wars in my head, me versus me, I’ve learnt one thing that made me clearly see, The less you give a fuck about things you can’t change, The better you sleep at night with calmness in your head. After every storm comes a blissful quiet, And life gets easier, your sorrows retire. Our scars will stay with us proudly forever, The past is not to forget, but to make the future better. [Break, Capra and Qas Duet] I’ve asked myself some questions I don’t want to ever repeat, Like how much can a heart take before it retreats? But then I think of the ones who still are looking up to me, And I realize my scars ain’t the end of my story. [Bridge Part 1, Sung by Qas] If you’re standing beside me, then you already know— We don’t have to hide the hurt just to prove we’re strong. [Bridge Part 2, Sung by Capra] And if you’re standing beside me, you don’t have to carry yours alone. I’ve spent too long fighting battles thinking I had to fight my own. [Bridge Part 3, Capra Solo] You got three beautiful stars that still need you around… [Bridge Part 4, Qas Solo] And I’ve got reasons of my own that keep my feet on the ground. [Bridge Part 5, Both Voices Building] Maybe we’re not fixed, maybe we’re not healed, Maybe some of these wounds are never gonna disappear. But look at us— We’re still breathing. Still dreaming. Still reaching through the pain. Maybe that’s what strength really is… Getting broken— and choosing to remain. [Final Chorus, Maximum Power, Both Voices] We’re beautiful disasters, standing in the rain, Carrying our scars like they’re written in our names. We don’t have to hide it, we don’t have to pretend, We’re broken in different places, but we’re healing the same. And if tonight gets heavy, we’ll hold on through the dark, ’Cause sometimes all it takes is one reason not to fall apart. We’re beautiful disasters, but we’re still here somehow— Maybe we ain’t whole yet, but we’re not giving up now. No, we’re not giving up now. [Outro, Soft Duet] [Capra] All the scars… All the mistakes… [Capra] All the nights we thought we’d never make it through… [Qas] We’re still here. [Capra] Still standing. [Both] Still becoming something better than the pain that tried to break us. [Both] Beautiful disasters… [Qas, Whisper] Still here. [Capra, Whisper] Still here. [Both, Whisper] And that’s enough for tonight.