Alarm screams like a war zone raid Coffee cold and the rent ain't paid Walls are thin and the lights all hum Another day where I fake some fun Broken screen on my beat up phone Scrolling lives just to feel less alone Shaky hands WITH a midnight itch Might just snap my flip THIS BITCH I'm so FUCKING done Nothing feels okay Guess I'll waste the day AND simulate simulate Yeah, I'm so FUCKING done Nowhere left to stay So I hide away AND simulate Self made self made simulate Same three shirts and a busted coat Haven't cleaned IN a week IT don't give me hope THIS To do list is a paper grave Stacked with things I never save Doorbell rings I don't even flinch Could be death or the water bill pinch Either way it's all the same Another glitch inside this game And they say we're on the brink But I just sit and overthink Pop a joke to hide the ache Smile wide til my muscles break AND JUST simulate I am so FUCKING done Nothing feels okay Guess I'll waste the day AND simulate simulate Yeah I'm so FUCKING done Nowhere left to stay So I hide away AND simulate Self made, self made simulate Mirror cracks WITH the guilty stare Was that me or just static there Call my friend just to hear them lie Saying we should hang then they GHOST goodbye Dreams dried up like a sunburnt lake Hope runs thin when your smile is fake Pull the blinds, keep the curtains tight Lose the day come alive at night AND JUST simulate I am so FUCKING done Nothing feels okay Guess I'll waste the day in simulate simulate Yeah I'm so FUCKING done Nowhere left to stay So I hide away AND simulate Escape reshape simulate Simulate simulate We don't heal we replicate Simulate simulate Just one more hit to fake escape Simulate simulate WE ARE the ghosts in THIS cold embrace Simulate simulate
