[Verse 1] I’m scared to close my eyes at night And find you waiting there A picture of your former self Before you disappeared Trapped inside my memory Untouched by passing time I see your face so lovingly Though you no longer look for mine [Pre-Chorus] I sit here now Apart from you Beneath the rising sun I can’t forgive What I’ve allowed Or what I have become [Chorus] The shards of us Lie scattered on the floor I cut my hands on what we were And still reach out for more I can’t get these thoughts of you To loosen their grip on me I wait to see you whole again If only in my sleep [Verse 2] There’s a heart inside this vessel There’s a knife still in my back I miss the way you used to be And hate myself for that And here we are, still dissatisfied With how I wrote the end I thought that I could leave you But you’re living in my head [Bridge] I’m scared to close my eyes at night But I hate to wake up, too For just a moment, I forget What I remember losing you [Chorus] The shards of us Lie scattered on the floor I cut my hands on what we were And still reach out for more I can’t get these thoughts of you To loosen their grip on me I wait to see you whole again If only in my sleep [Outro] I see your face so lovingly Though you no longer look for mine I wait to see you whole again If only in my sleep
