[Verse 1] I sit here as if turned to stone In the middle of a room Your name is mentioned And I can barely feel myself again. I feel nothing on my skin Just pressure in my chest I’ve known for a long time That something has to change. [Pre-Chorus] I count the cracks inside me So I don’t lose myself It’s over, yet I still feel it. [Chorus] And everything goes numb again, color turns pale and gray. I’m losing my strength—am I all alone? And everything goes numb again, color turns pale and gray. I’m losing my strength—am I all alone? [Verse 2] I smile as I’ve learned to To cover it all up. But with all the back and forth, I forget to feel myself. The old shadows still stand Right outside my door And every loud word Brings me back to you [Pre-Chorus] I count the cracks inside me So I don’t lose myself It’s over, yet I still feel it. [Chorus] And everything goes numb again, color turns pale and gray. I’m losing my strength—am I all alone? And everything goes numb again, color turns pale and gray. I’m losing my strength—am I all alone? [Bridge] When the night finds me again, I’ll stay strong and find courage. Even if fear still lives inside me, I’ll be okay again soon. I won’t give the darkness a name, Just so it gets easier. Maybe tomorrow will be better already— How often have I been wrong? (Final Chorus] And everything goes numb again, color turns pale and gray. I’m losing my strength—am I all alone? And everything goes numb again, color turns pale and gray. I’m losing my strength—am I all alone?
