I sit down, with my feet planted into the snow, I lay down on the cold hardwood so the spinning starts to go slow, I do this again every night so I don't gotta let go I feel it all, Staring at the edge of my soul My body and my mind go numb, I feel it when the lights go out, My hand up to my mouth, Bottle with the top right off Just so my nights aren't rough My body and my mind go numb My body and my mind go numb.. My body and my mind.. (Go numb) All I need, Is air to breathe But I cross a line that doesn't ever move I walk so tight, to appear that I'm not subdued Fingers crossed that this isn't my last time staring at the moon I've done it all, Staring at the end of the hall My body and my mind go numb, I feel it when the lights go out, My hand up to my mouth, Bottle with the top right off Just so my nights aren't rough My body and my mind go numb My body and my mind go numb.. My body and my mind.. (Go numb) I, can't believe I'm craving I, can't see But please maybe, Just one more drop Before I say I'm rid of it all I've done it all, Staring at the end of the hall My body and my mind go numb, I feel it when the lights go out, My hand up to my mouth, Bottle with the top right off Just so my nights aren't rough My body and my mind go numb My body and my mind go numb, I feel it when the lights go out, My hand up to my mouth, Bottle with the top right off Just so my nights aren't rough My body and my mind go numb