『オリジナル』 Lyric:音色(ﾈｲﾛ) 雨音が遮断する 君と僕の世界 耳に残る雑音を 洗い流すように 誰かの言葉の断片が 芸術だと持て囃されて その裏でいくつの言葉が 抜け殻呼ばわりされただろう 限りある言葉 組み合わせ 見つけたオリジナルは 既に誰かの専売特許 そして見失う 「わたし」の三文字 分厚い辞書 難読漢字 やたら長い医学用語 "Hypothalamic pituitary adrenal axis dysfunction" 見失った「わたし」に 無理矢理組み込んだ わたしだけの機能不全 満足そうに抱き込んで スパンコールで飾っても 闇の中じゃ光らなかった スポットライトの外の外 同じ舞台のはずなのに こんなに光が当たらない 長い名前が目隠しをした 心を模写出来るようになって ぼやけた輪郭が澄んだ時 思ったより凡庸な形だったと 気づいた時にね 感性が技術に負けて 個性が洗練に負けて 92%の精度で 円になったみたいと思ったの 8%の歪さに縋った 整ってしまわないでと願った 完成された円なんて いくらでも量産出来てしまう 分厚い辞書の上に乗った 10cm上がった目線 不安げにノートを抱えた あの日のわたしと、目が合った “Original” Lyrics: Neiro The sound of rain shuts out the world of you and me as if washing away the noise still ringing in my ears Fragments of someone’s words are praised as art but behind them, how many words were called empty shells? With limited words, combined and rearranged the original I thought I had found was already someone else’s exclusive property and then I lose sight of the three letters of “me” A thick dictionary, hard-to-read kanji a ridiculously long medical term “Hypothalamic pituitary adrenal axis dysfunction” forcibly built into the “me” I had lost sight of My own personal dysfunction I held it close, looking satisfied but even decorated with sequins it never shone in the dark Outside, outside the spotlight though we should have been on the same stage the light doesn’t reach me this much a long name blindfolded me When I became able to trace my heart and its blurred outline grew clear I realized it was a more ordinary shape than I had thought Sensitivity lost to technique individuality lost to refinement I felt as if I had become a circle with 92% precision I clung to the 8% distortion praying I wouldn’t become too well-formed perfected circles can be mass-produced endlessly I stood on top of a thick dictionary my line of sight raised by 10 centimeters and met the eyes of the me from that day, holding a notebook anxiously
