[Verse 1] Picture this: I'm lying on the floor Crawling to the bathroom Has gotten pretty old I guess this is a crisis So I called myself a ride The kind with screaming sirens And obnoxious flashing lights [Pre-Chorus] Am I dramatic Or just overmedicated? One thing I'll never question Is why I'm so dedicated [Chorus] To the cause Of living my life quickly Burning through it while I've got it Like tomorrow isn't promised I never thought much of the time Until I watched it getting thin Funny how you start to want your life When you might be losing it [Verse 2] Now step back: See me, sad and pale Lying in a rolling bed In a charming hospital gown My boyfriend blocked my number Several months ago Okay, he's not my boyfriend I just haven't let him go So I guess that's why He didn't text me back When I sent him pictures Of the gore inside a bag Blood and bits of something I'd prefer not to describe Guess when he asked for dirty pictures That wasn't what he had in mind [Pre-Chorus] Am I dramatic Or just overmedicated? One thing I'll never question Is why I'm so dedicated [Chorus] To the cause Of living my life quickly Burning through it while I've got it Like tomorrow isn't promised I never thought much of the time Until I watched it getting thin Funny how you start to want your life When you might be losing it [Bridge] Ask the nurse, "Am I dying?" The answer's an emphatic no But I kinda hope she's lying Yeah, I was kinda looking forward To an easy way to go But my body wants to live The stubborn fuck won't take a hint After everything I've put it through It's still not fucking finished yet Heart still beating Lungs still trying Every cell votes against dying I don't know what I want But apparently they do [Breakdown] I don't know what I want I guess there's time to find out I don't know what I want I guess there's time to find out That's irritatingly optimistic Coming from me right now [Final Chorus] Am I dramatic Or just overmedicated? One thing I'll never question Is why I'm so dedicated To the cause Of living my life quickly Quickly, quickly, quickly— Funny how you start to want your life When your body's busy losing it [Outro] Picture this: I'm still here. Oh no.
