The Great Heave (I Gotta Pee) | Pixie Version

layered chiptune dreamy shoegaze, surreal atmosphere, slow and layered, high fidelity, heartbeat

****NOTE****
EDIT: 3/4/25. Omg Suno has a delete tool now!!! This version is fixed, removed the repeated stanza. 🙌
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[verse 1]
2 am delirium, bladder bursting---
Do I stay, or do I go?
The winter chill will not leave
Sleep will not come
The body, inconsolable

[chorus]
Always the same silent questions:
[pause]
Do I stay, or do I go?
If not you....who?
If not now....when?

[short instrumental]

[verse 2]
Wheels past the parking lot,
Fluorescence in the rearview,
The mind points homeward, gasps---
Salt in the aisle, never

[pause]
Do you stay, or do you go?
If not you....who?
If not now....when?

[verse 2 repeated, whoops]
Wheels past the parking lot,
Fluorescence in the rearview,
The mind points homeward, gasps---
Salt in the aisle, never grasped.

[chorus]
Always the same silent questions:
[pause]
Do you stay, or do you go?
If not you....who?
If not now....when?

[short instrumental]

[verse 3 tho this should actually be verse 4...]
Dishwashing at day's end,
the last glass slips....smashes.
Thumb-texting a response,
a long-delayed novel---
[pause]
Screen flashes....app crashes.
Lines lost in an instant.
Do you rewrite?

[alt chorus]
Sometimes you take seconds.
(Seconds seconds seconds).

[verse 4 which should actually be verse 3 lol]
Gunk on the sweater,
Run in the drizzle,
Packages in the periphery, 
stacked high.
Ten years old at the pool,
Edge of the dive board, 
toes curled.
Do you jump?

[alt chorus]
Sometimes you take minutes.
(Minutes minutes minutes)

[tonal change]
[short instrumental]

[Bridge]
Backpacker's maintenance:
Hanging up the damp before dinner
Filtering the stream before bed,
Hauling home into horizon,
Stopping.

[pause]

Slapping tape on a hot-spot,
skin's small rebellion. 
Do you restart the rhythm?

[chorus]
Always the same silent questions:
[pause]
Do you stay, or do you go?
If not you...who?
If not now...when?

Sometimes you take days.
(Days days days).

[crescendo]
[verse]
Partner finally heard
with ears wide open,
Job no longer cash cocoon.
When are reasons enough
for new seasons?

[alt chorus]
Sometimes you take---

[modified chorus]
Always the same silent questions:
Always the same movement in answer:

[pause]

[crescendo]
Buckling down,
coiling up, 
gathering---
Do you stay, or do you go?
If not you...who?
If not now...when?
Seconds Minutes Days Years

Sometimes you take a life.
(life life life)

[outro]

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****NOTE**** EDIT: 3/4/25. Omg Suno has a delete tool now!!! This version is fixed, removed the repeated stanza. 🙌 ************** [verse 1] 2 am delirium, bladder bursting--- Do I stay, or do I go? The winter chill will not leave Sleep will not come The body, inconsolable [chorus] Always the same silent questions: [pause] Do I stay, or do I go? If not you....who? If not now....when? [short instrumental] [verse 2] Wheels past the parking lot, Fluorescence in the rearview, The mind points homeward, gasps--- Salt in the aisle, never [pause] Do you stay, or do you go? If not you....who? If not now....when? [verse 2 repeated, whoops] Wheels past the parking lot, Fluorescence in the rearview, The mind points homeward, gasps--- Salt in the aisle, never grasped. [chorus] Always the same silent questions: [pause] Do you stay, or do you go? If not you....who? If not now....when? [short instrumental] [verse 3 tho this should actually be verse 4...] Dishwashing at day's end, the last glass slips....smashes. Thumb-texting a response, a long-delayed novel--- [pause] Screen flashes....app crashes. Lines lost in an instant. Do you rewrite? [alt chorus] Sometimes you take seconds. (Seconds seconds seconds). [verse 4 which should actually be verse 3 lol] Gunk on the sweater, Run in the drizzle, Packages in the periphery, stacked high. Ten years old at the pool, Edge of the dive board, toes curled. Do you jump? [alt chorus] Sometimes you take minutes. (Minutes minutes minutes) [tonal change] [short instrumental] [Bridge] Backpacker's maintenance: Hanging up the damp before dinner Filtering the stream before bed, Hauling home into horizon, Stopping. [pause] Slapping tape on a hot-spot, skin's small rebellion. Do you restart the rhythm? [chorus] Always the same silent questions: [pause] Do you stay, or do you go? If not you...who? If not now...when? Sometimes you take days. (Days days days). [crescendo] [verse] Partner finally heard with ears wide open, Job no longer cash cocoon. When are reasons enough for new seasons? [alt chorus] Sometimes you take--- [modified chorus] Always the same silent questions: Always the same movement in answer: [pause] [crescendo] Buckling down, coiling up, gathering--- Do you stay, or do you go? If not you...who? If not now...when? Seconds Minutes Days Years Sometimes you take a life. (life life life) [outro]

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