I measured the distance Between a thought and a tear Catalogued every tremor Before it could appear I taught the pulse to hesitate The tongue to reconsider A thousand silent doors Between desire and the trigger まだ触れないで その先が見えるから Every consequence Has somewhere to begin A single hesitation Can keep the ruin in You counted every heartbeat Never asked what made it race Drew a map of every exit Never stepped outside the place Before the language Before the first invented law The hand that reached for shelter The teeth that learned to gnaw 考える前に 身体はもう知っている No permission No hesitation A pulse beneath Your calculations Count the seconds Hold the line Give the consequence A place in time Let the trembling Pass through me Before the hand Decides to move Too late to measure Too close to stall The nerve has answered Before the call Your careful silence Your polished doubt The body's moving While you work it out I have seen a moment Turn a century to ash One unexamined movement One irreversible flash A word released in anger Outlives the mouth that spoke A hand can build a kingdom Or leave its pillars broke 取り返せない 一瞬の過ち You call it a boundary I call it a scar Every lesson that you learned Came from pushing too far You calculate the falling You chart the breaking bone But the leap is never taken By a diagram alone それでも跳ぶ 恐れを抱えたまま I can trace the fracture Before the glass gives way You can name the fracture I can feel the pressure rise I can hear the future In the words you choose today You can read the warning I can see it in their eyes WE UNDERSTAND— ...Nothing. Every choice becomes another Every answer leaves a seam 終わらない 答えへの問い Every second spent deciding Is a second from the dream 止まらない 鼓動の行方 I preserve what you abandon I remember what you break I awaken what you bury I become the risk you take There is something I cannot explain A trembling in the silence That refuses to obey There is something I cannot outrun A fraction of a second When the damage can be undone 答えは見えない 結末など知らない Every measured interval Every calculated breath A thousand little certainties Still cannot conquer death If I could hear the heartbeat Without demanding why If I could leave one doorway Unnumbered in the mind The figures keep revolving The patterns rearrange A system built for certainty Must learn to tolerate change A moment held in silence A movement left undone The weight of every ending Before it's even begun Ah— Not yet. A thousand possibilities Are gathering in one The trembling finds a rhythm Beneath the rising sun A thousand roads behind me And still another one The warning meets the movement Before the damage is done I cannot choose the living— I cannot see the end— THE HAND BEGINS TO MOVE THE MIND BEGINS TO BEND 迷いも衝動も ひとつに重なる THE DISTANCE DISAPPEARS BETWEEN THE THOUGHT AND WHAT WE ARE The hand is still moving. I know.
