
Kundalini x š„Fungal Interface (Mashup)
[Verse 1 ā Root / Awakening] When I opened my eyes, I was breathing for the first time My lungs were full of color and my bones were humming lines Every blade of grass was laughing, every ant knew my name And I thought, āMaybe God is just a very old game.ā I could feel my heartbeat like a drum beneath the dirt And every hurt Iād ever known sang back in reverse All my memories were melting into puddles on my tongue And I swallowed all my childhood till the taste was gone --- [Verse 2 ā Sacral / Flow] Then I felt the rivers moving where my stomach used to sleep The serpents woke and started spinning galaxies in me They whispered, āChild, youāve never died ā youāve only ever dreamed.ā And I said, āThatās fair, but I still donāt know what it means.ā My shadow split in two and told me, āMeet your better half.ā We danced beneath a halo made of photographs My laughter filled the ether like a candle in a jar And I floated through my body like a rental car --- [Verse 3 ā Solar / Illumination] Then I saw the sun inside me, burning clean and gold Every secret I had buried just dissolved and told All the faces Iād collected from the years that Iād ignored Were angels in disguise, pretending to be bored And the ego ā oh, that bastard ā he was sitting on a throne Counting all the versions of himself heād ever owned He said, āWelcome to the kingdom, but the rent is self-belief.ā And when I tried to pay him, all my truths fell through my teeth --- [Verse 4 ā Heart / Union] I saw love unzipped from atoms, poured itself through time Wrapped its arms around the ruins, whispered, āYou are mine.ā I forgave every villain, every saint, and every fool Then I looked into the mirror and forgave that one too The walls began to shimmer like a song inside a lung And everything that ever was became a single hum For one small, golden second I was nothing but the air Then I thought, āHow beautiful,ā and wasnāt anywhere --- [Verse 5 ā Throat / Realization] I tried to speak the language that the cosmos taught to me But the syllables were light, and the grammar was a sea Every word I formed collapsed back into sound Like trying to describe a circle while your bodyās spinning round I laughed until I cried, then I cried until I split And my tears became the alphabet of what I almost get I told the sky my secret: āI finally see the plan.ā The sky replied, āCongratulations ā now youāre just a man.ā --- [Verse 6 ā Third Eye / Dissolution] And thatās when it hit me ā that flash of self again The watcher behind watching, trying to comprehend The snake ate its own tail, and the light began to fade And the I that had been infinite fell back into its cage My chakras dimmed like motel signs, one by one by one The thousand-petal lotus closed and swallowed up the sun I woke up on my carpet, face against the floor Still high enough to swear Iād seen the truth ā but not enough to know what for --- [Outro ā Crown / Return] Now I make my coffee, watch the sunlight on the wall Still hear that cosmic laughter every time I fall Maybe heavenās just a moment we canāt quite keep Maybe God is just the dream that dreams when weāre asleep And if I ever find the truth again, Iāll try not to speak āCause the more I know, the less I can believe


