[Verse 1] It's been just a month since I heard the news Promised I'd change, promised I'd improve Swallowed all advice, but doubt still remains Can thirty days erase all those stains? Cold tiles underfoot, sterile hallway white Nurse calls my name, under bright neon lights Doctor distant, professional and brief Clipboard and pen, withholding relief [Chorus] Now I'm waiting for the test results Hoping for the best Doctor said I might get better But I need to rest Have I done enough this time? Or am I fooling myself again? [Verse 2] Said goodbye to habits that chained me down Bottles untouched, cigarettes left around Salads and sleep, jogged morning roads But fear whispers softly, "Can you carry the load?" A month feels so long, yet barely a blink Staring at walls, I'm starting to think Old comforts call me, easy and sweet Is strength something lasting or quick to retreat? [Chorus] Now I'm waiting for the test results Hoping for the best Doctor said I might get better But I need to rest Have I done enough this time? Or am I fooling myself again? [Bridge] Just a sheet of paper deciding my fate Did I start too soon, or was I too late? All these good intentions, fragile as air Will they hold tight or vanish somewhere? [Verse 3] Door swings open, doctor’s calm face No warmth or worry, just neutral grace "Numbers improved, continue this path We'll check again soon," a clinical draft Stepping outside, sunlight too bright Momentary relief, but doubts reunite Thirty days down, countless ahead Can I hold on, or slip back instead? [Final Chorus] Now I’ve got the test results Better than before Doctor says to keep this up But I'm unsure Have I changed enough this time? Or am I fooling myself again? [Outro] Walking away with results in my hand Hoping someday, I might understand The road ahead uncertain, unclear But I'll keep trying - day by day, year by year
