Shouldn't Be Gone Away

So much drama Got me relating on how things used to be (be) When were kids Living life carefree (free) It was Me & all of my hood g's We never dreamed & schemed toting loaded G's Spinning bottles not blocks Chasing Shawn & Tasha No thoughts of tomorrow cause tomorrow brought new sorrow My moms & pops Yeah they went their own route (yeah) A sad day It's time for me to make my way (way) I'm getting drunk Hanging with my hood team (team) I hated my home scene Trying to get that money cream Me & my homies are all trying to get there (there) Wanting a life made Strictly for millionaires Yeah we were stunting Rotten ass wild youngins Robbing & gunning We should've seen death coming (coming) Like our ops Who came around my hood creep Hit my man Now he's resting in peace(woo) (Chorus) You shouldn't be gone away You shouldn't be gone away from me You shouldn't be gone away You shouldn't be gone away homie My tears I hold today Because you've gone away from me You shouldn't be gone away You shouldn't be gone homie (Verse 2) I can see You're floating in my Dom P (P) It's all good baby Get your beauty sleep (sleep) Believe I bleed With past time memories Revenge in me With homicidal tendencies Since '23 Everything took a change(change) Murder's a known thing The streets hold you bloodstains You wanted a caddie I'm telling you that It really hurts To see you brah, riding in that caddie hearse (hearse) Tears with pain Like fall time rain drops (drops) So your heart stops, can't make my mind stop (stop) Wishing & picturing That you are still here I wanna know Do God answer a killer prayer? (oh) You shouldn't be gone away You shouldn't be gone away from me You shouldn't be gone away You shouldn't be gone away homie My tears I hold today Because you've gone away from me You shouldn't be gone away You shouldn't be gone homie (Verse 2) I can see You're floating in my Dom P (P) You know the song We miss you Lonnie & Tom Poppin' Don Julio & rolling up that good Za ("Smoking in the Gardens") Was a trip When the beast came we dipped (dipped) Spending late nights on the rip (Of hard times) Y'all had my back should've been on this dope track No more copping the yak (yak) I miss all of my dudes from Old school, to new blues I'm steadily checking the news For natural causes, murders And all of the gang losses Familiar passing, coffins I read that sorrow was better than laughing Death comes to all inhabitants We all die Within the planet I can't stand it, the hood without the chosen bandits (bandits) Taken for granted That life is something enchanted I'm more focused now And I'll keep the family strong Living on Never alone That's words through my bones (Chorus) (Bridge) One day at a time Remembering yellow taped up signs I keep a common closed mind Of those murderous crimes A small ass part of a dramatic type world I visualized my own life Living through my baby girl When loved ones die The truth told a lie "Oh he was a good son, he never did anything to no one." But I knew him for robbing for funds And busting semi-auto guns When I die, at my wake, homes tell it like it is I was a troublesome kid Who did a felony bid For the lies The so-called hood hides Please Don't ( cry, cry, cry, cry) You shouldn't be gone away You shouldn't be gone away from me You shouldn't be gone away You shouldn't be gone away homie My tears I hold today Because you've gone away from me You shouldn't be gone away You shouldn't be gone homie