GRAPHIC CONTENT WARNING: Dancing in the rain like it was new

Get in the room,
Grab the knife,
Choke.
Coulda raised it to my past.
Couldn’t do it again.
Couldn’t slit my throat.
So once again I’m decking the one leg.
Blood starts forming under skin,
Hard to walk.

Go upstairs, get 2 anxiety pills.
Still zero chill.
She said she don’t understand me.
I say, how the fuck don’t you?
You live with me.

I race downstairs to release the rage out.
Realize real quick,
This those moments
Where everything’s red.

Punching down to the thigh one last time,
Before I rip my shirt in half.
Tear it off completely,
Throw the knife across the room.
That bitch lands right in the wall.

I screamed the heaviest scream into the ripped shirt.
Picked up a piece of glass from a broken glass
From last week.
Couple thoughts hit while wrists got hit quick.
Moved to my elbow,
Did 4 slashes……

Then I remember for a second
That she’s really dead.

Sliced so deep,
Released the fucking freak.
Man drastically starts to bleed.
Blood squirting from the arm in the air.
Hitting bed sheets from across the room.

Stand up and move,
And it’s getting faster.
Hitting the ceiling,
Literally painting the walls.

Walked through 2 rooms,
Left a bloody trail of a fool
Who thought what he wanted was true.

Blood on the walls.
Blood covers jackets.
Blood flooding the stairs…..

I run out the house.
Pouring rain.
Blood non-stop spraying.
Thick blood pouring,
Flowing out the body in a fit.

Squirt, squirt, squirt.
Tic, tic, tic.

Calling 911,
Telling ’em send an ambulance quick
’Cause if they didn’t,
I was gonna die quick.

She asking for an explanation
While I’m dancing in the rain.

I dropped the phone,
Left pressure from my wound.
Hands heavy in air.

Thunder hits.
Lightning too.
But still dancing
Like rain was new.

2113/7500

I spilled blood and it came with a lesson. Was real stressed. Blazed, faded from a friend’s. Got home, Cold, bro. I was locked out. Had to knock to get in. Was already choked. But now I gotta knock to get in my own home. Going downstairs, rage coming out. Showing true rage. Start throwing haymakers to one thigh. Beating the shit outta that motherfucker, Until the man cries. Get in the room, Grab the knife, Choke. Coulda raised it to my past. Couldn’t do it again. Couldn’t slit my throat. So once again I’m decking the one leg. Blood starts forming under skin, Hard to walk. Go upstairs, get 2 anxiety pills. Still zero chill. She said she don’t understand me. I say, how the fuck don’t you? You live with me. I race downstairs to release the rage out. Realize real quick, This those moments Where everything’s red. Punching down to the thigh one last time, Before I rip my shirt in half. Tear it off completely, Throw the knife across the room. That bitch lands right in the wall. I screamed the heaviest scream into the ripped shirt. Picked up a piece of glass from a broken glass From last week. Couple thoughts hit while wrists got hit quick. Moved to my elbow, Did 4 slashes…… Then I remember for a second That she’s really dead. Sliced so deep, Released the fucking freak. Man drastically starts to bleed. Blood squirting from the arm in the air. Hitting bed sheets from across the room. Stand up and move, And it’s getting faster. Hitting the ceiling, Literally painting the walls. Walked through 2 rooms, Left a bloody trail of a fool Who thought what he wanted was true. Blood on the walls. Blood covers jackets. Blood flooding the stairs….. I run out the house. Pouring rain. Blood non-stop spraying. Thick blood pouring, Flowing out the body in a fit. Squirt, squirt, squirt. Tic, tic, tic. Calling 911, Telling ’em send an ambulance quick ’Cause if they didn’t, I was gonna die quick. She asking for an explanation While I’m dancing in the rain. I dropped the phone, Left pressure from my wound. Hands heavy in air. Thunder hits. Lightning too. But still dancing Like rain was new.

0/500