Verse 1)You used to call us infinite, a bond that wouldn't breakBut every promise that you made was just a plastic fakeYesterday you looked at me and blamed my diagnosisPushing me away with clinical, cruel doses"I don’t want to hang out if your anxiety is there"Throwing out my heavy heart like you didn't careToday you took it further, cut the final thread"I don’t want you at all," was the final thing you said.(Verse 2)You turned around and called me selfish just for breathing slowFor needing time to process things you'll never choose to knowYou wanted me to change my brain, to fix it on your clockAnd when I couldn’t sprint for you, you put me on the blockMy phone lights up, the screen glows bright, a sudden heavy weightAnother paragraph of text fueled by your shifting hateYou demand a perfect version of a person I can't beLocking up my sanity and throwing out the key.(Chorus)Now my mind is lying helpless in an infinite ICUHooked up to the static of the damage done by youEvery time I see your face, the monitor goes flatA cardiac arrest from how you treat me like a matBut the wires are unplugging from the bed where I was confinedI’m reclaiming all the pieces of my suffocated mind.(Verse 3)You thought you had the upper hand, you thought you’d win the gameYou ran right home to tell your mom and blacken out my nameHoping she would fight your war and make me play the foolHoping I would get in trouble, broken by your ruleBut the plot twist hit you heavy when she looked into your eyesShe’s seen this script play out before, she knows your old disguiseShe knows the way you break your friends and leave them in the dustShe knows exactly how you trade on love and weaponize our trust.(Verse 4)So I’m standing in the clear light, no trouble on my chestHer understanding gave me room to finally take a restI don’t have to plead my case or argue for my peaceThe truth came out into the air to grant me my releaseIt hurts to know the "bestie" era ended with a screamIt hurts to wake up freezing from a parasitic dreamBut the pain is just the scar tissue starting now to mendI am so glad that I can finally say you’re not my friend.(Chorus)Yeah, my mind was lying helpless in an infinite ICUHooked up to the static of the damage done by youEvery time I see your face, the monitor went flatA cardiac arrest from how you treat me like a matBut the wires are unplugging from the bed where I was confinedI’m reclaiming all the pieces of my suffocated mind.(Outro)As of now, the doors are locked, the waiting room is clearNo more emergency alarms for things I used to fearYou can keep your sudden anger and your texts of heavy leadI am checking out for good from the hospital you fedThe flatline is overThe heart is beating on its own.
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