There’s nobody out in the streets, maybe because it’s raining, So why am I outside? Maybe because there are so many people inside That I only know by face and by name. You know I’m not very social, but you force me to mingle with your friends, You drag me along and leave me alone with all this awkwardness, You know it makes me uncomfortable, but you don’t care and leave me alone. That deafening silence you leave behind whenever you walk away Is so fucking awkward. It’s obvious you don’t wanna be with some stuck-up girl, Someone who has nobody else, Yeah, you’re scared I’ll get needy with you, Please make an effort and accept me through every phase I go through, but— You know I’m not very social, but you force me to mingle with your friends, You drag me along and leave me alone with all this awkwardness, You know it makes me uncomfortable, but you don’t care and leave me alone. That deafening silence you leave behind whenever you walk away Is so fucking awkward. You could never know what I feel because everyone seems to love you, While I learned how to hold my breath, I get anxious, I choke up, I can’t look them in the eyes, Help me, get me out of here, but you don’t listen, you’re too busy talking and laughing, And all I can do is whisper, It doesn’t help, so I leave so it can finally end. You know I’m not very social, but you force me to mingle with your friends, You drag me along and leave me alone with all this awkwardness, You know it makes me uncomfortable, but you don’t care and leave me alone. That deafening silence you leave behind whenever you walk away Is so fucking awkward. (You know I’m not very social, but you force me to mingle with your friends, You drag me along and leave me alone with all this awkwardness, You know it makes me uncomfortable, but you don’t care and leave me alone. That deafening silence you leave behind whenever you walk away Is so fucking awkward.)
