[Hook] I won’t die for love again gave too much blood to broken hands now my heartbeat cold as marble Immortal… immortal… you can’t reach my soul no more Immortal… immortal… I survived what killed me before No more drowning in somebody who can’t look beyond themselves now I build inside the silence like I’m something no one else could melt [Verse] The last texts hit different not loud, not dramatic, just ugly and plain like finally seeing the wires in the puppet display every excuse sounding thinner than paper mache And suddenly all the nights made sense all the distance disguised as “stress” all the moments I felt your interest dip every time attention walked in somewhere else See, I kept trying to water dead roots kept mistaking attachment for actual truth you kept me emotionally leased, never fully let loose just enough affection to keep me confused That’s the part that changed me realizing some people don’t love, they consume they like having a place they can run to when wounded then disappear once they refill the room with amusement And I ain’t even angry now that’s what strange about it just exhausted from carrying conversations alone from trying to build warmth inside emotional droughts while you stood there acting cold was normal So I stopped reaching. Stopped checking. Stopped hoping every message meant progress. Some endings don’t explode they just quietly remove the illusion [Bridge] I used to fear becoming distant… now distance feel like medicine [Hook] I won’t die for love again gave too much blood to broken hands now my heartbeat cold as marble Immortal… immortal… you can’t reach my soul no more Immortal… immortal… I survived what killed me before No more drowning in somebody who can’t look beyond themselves now I build inside the silence like I’m something no one else could melt [Verse] Now I pour everything inward new habits, long runs, black coffee, no distractions headphones in while the sunrise crack open the horizon feeling pieces of myself come back without permission And honestly? I don’t even want revenge anymore I just never wanna abandon myself for somebody again never wanna twist my mind into knots trying to earn softness from someone committed to confusion That version of me is gone Now if somebody love me they gotta meet me where the peace live not where the chaos entertaining not where the jealousy flirt with attention not where commitment got treated like temporary decoration I still believe in love though just not the kind that drains identity slowly not the kind where loyalty become a one-man performance I want something that breathe naturally without interrogation, without emotional whiplash Until then I’m good on my own building discipline like cathedral stone learning solitude ain’t emptiness it’s finally hearing yourself clearly after years of noise [Hook] I won’t die for love again gave too much blood to broken hands now my heartbeat cold as marble Immortal… immortal… you can’t reach my soul no more Immortal… immortal… I survived what killed me before No more drowning in somebody who can’t look beyond themselves now I build inside the silence like I’m something no one else could melt
