[Intro] “You say you want change… but you keep doing the same shit." [Chorus] I’m finally tired of my own bullshit (bullshit) Tired of the stories (mm) Tired of pretending (nah) I don’t see the pattern (uhh) I’m finally tired of my own bullshit (yeah) All talk (mm) No movement (nah) Same excuses (uhh) [Verse 1] I keep blaming timing (yeah) Like time owes me space (mm) Like I didn’t waste months (nah) Staring at the same place (uhh) I say I’m “working on it” (working) What does that even mean (yeah) Thinking real hard about change (mm) Then doing nothing (nah) I get mad at the world (uhh) But I’m the common thread (thread) Every plan I abandoned (yeah) Every word I said (mm) I don’t need more insight (nah) I got plenty (uhh) What I need is follow-through (yeah) And that’s on me (mm) [Pre Chorus] I can’t keep lying (nah) And calling it patience (yeah) I can’t keep stalling (mm) And calling it healing (uhh) [Chorus] I’m finally tired of my own bullshit (bullshit) Tired of the stories (mm) Tired of pretending (nah) I don’t see the pattern (uhh) I’m finally tired of my own bullshit (yeah) All talk (mm) No movement (nah) Same excuses (uhh) [Verse 2] I wait till I feel ready (nah) Like ready ever came (uhh) Like fear just disappear (yeah) If I say the right thing (mm) I overexplain my intentions (nah) To dodge the lack of action (uhh) Make it sound thoughtful (yeah) So I don’t feel lazy (mm) I keep saying “next week” (nah) Like that’s discipline (uhh) But next week always turn (yeah) Into the same shit again (mm) At some point self-awareness (nah) Just becomes embarrassing (uhh) If you don’t change a damn thing (yeah) After all that knowing (mm) [Pre Chorus] I can’t keep lying (nah) And calling it patience (yeah) I can’t keep stalling (mm) And calling it healing (uhh) [Chorus] I’m finally tired of my own bullshit (bullshit) Tired of the stories (mm) Tired of pretending (nah) I don’t see the pattern (uhh) I’m finally tired of my own bullshit (yeah) All talk (mm) No movement (nah) Same excuses (uhh) [instrumental break] [Bridge] Nobody sabotaging me (mm) Nobody holding me back (yeah) It’s just me (uhh) And I’m done dodging that (nah) [Final Chorus] I’m finally tired of my own bullshit (bullshit) Tired of the stories (mm) Tired of pretending (nah) I don’t see the pattern (uhh) I’m finally tired of my own bullshit (yeah) All talk (mm) No movement (nah) Same excuses (uhh) I’m finally tired of my own bullshit (bullshit) Tired of the stories (mm) Tired of pretending (nah) I don’t see the pattern (uhh) I’m finally tired of my own bullshit (yeah) If I stay like this (mm) That’s a choice (nah) And I know it (uhh) [Outro] (mm…) (yeah…) (uhh…) no more hiding behind insight do something or shut up
