TruSupreme... Dear big brother, this one's for you. I remember who I was for you. Funny how blood means everything Until it's time to choose. I was the kid who followed everywhere you went, Had your fucking back through every mess, never questioned what it meant. You'd get us into trouble, I'd be standing by your side, I'd have lied straight to the police for you, kept your secrets deep inside. I'd have taken all the blame before I'd ever let you fall, Never thought the day would come you'd ignore me through it all. I grew up, had my children, watched them look up to you, Now you're preaching about family like you practise what you do. I never said I'm perfect, never claimed that I'm always right, But you've judged me without knowing what's been happening in my life. You can tell them I'm the villain, twist the story how you please, But I'm done confusing family with blind fucking loyalty. Dear big brother, blood's thicker than water, Except when it comes to me, that's what I've learned. I always had your back, whatever the cost, Now you stand with her like everything we had is lost. Dear big brother, where the fuck's your loyalty? I was your shadow growing up, now I'm finally standing free. Keep your fucking family morals, leave me the hell alone, I'm not that little boy who followed you. I don't fucking need you anymore. I fell in love, found happiness, and suddenly I'm to blame, You've made me out to be the bastard who's supposed to wear the shame. You say I've abandoned my kids like you know what's going on, I still talk to them and love them, even when you say I'm wrong. You were more than just their uncle, they believed in you back then, Then you walked away and left them, now you act like father of the year. You've come back into their lives, now you're telling me what's right, But don't preach to me about family when you've left yours behind. You chose my ex over me, and yeah, that shit cuts deep, After all the times I had your back, all the secrets I could keep. I don't know what makes you take her side or why you've turned away, But I'm done begging my own brother to hear what I have to say. Maybe I grew a backbone, maybe now I see things clear, Maybe I stopped being useful, so you no longer want me near. You can judge me all you want, you don't decide my worth, I'm TruSupreme, I've found my voice, and I'm done with all your bullshit. Dear big brother, blood's thicker than water, Except when it comes to me, that's what I've learned. I always had your back, whatever the cost, Now you stand with her like everything we had is lost. Dear big brother, where the fuck's your loyalty? I was your shadow growing up, now I'm finally standing free. Keep your fucking family morals, leave me the hell alone, I'm not that little boy who followed you. I don't fucking need you anymore. I thought blood was thicker than water, Guess that fucking saying's just a lie. I'd have taken all the blame for you, Now you judge me for the life that's mine. You play the fucking family man, Act like you're the one who's right. But a leopard doesn't change its spots, And I see you clearly now tonight. Dear big brother, blood's thicker than water, Except when it comes to me, now I know. You can preach about your fucking morals, But your actions tell me all I need to know. Dear big brother, I'm done carrying this pain, You can talk your shit, I'll never beg again. You keep your side, I'll keep mine, I've got nothing left to prove, I'm done losing pieces of myself just to make a place for you. I loved you like a brother. I stood by you like a brother. But I'm doing fine without you now. TruSupreme... I found my feet, No more following, no more losing me. You live your life. I'll live mine. A leopard doesn't change its spots. Dear big brother... I'm fucking done.
