Severe depression, severe anxiety, and suicidal ideation are my primary issues. I never had paranoia issues until the hotel which lasted a couple months during which I was scared to go out. It went away for the most part until the past few weeks before the innocent because of a little bit of drug use during those weeks which I am not used to and had not used often and the bizarre YouTube videos. My main issues are the first three and the anxiety plays a big part in my not working for years. My anxiety gets so bad if I have something to do or too much on my mind I can't sleep. The other two are not very motivating Severe depression, severe anxiety, and suicidal ideation are my primary issues. Severe depression, severe anxiety, and suicidal ideation are my primary issues.