[INTRO] Welcome to the, mind of a man, on his last string,/ The pup-a-teer cut em all and now I'm just dangling,/ Stuck in a loop, I'm fighting to get away,/ Running while in place, like I was trying to lose weight,/ [BRIDGE] Round and round we go, yet my world hasn't changed,/ It still all looks the same, I might actually be insane,/ Round and round we go, yet my world hasn't changed,/ It still all looks the same, I might actually be insane,/ // [INSTRUMENTAL BREAK] // [VERSE 1] I put myself through the same shit, again with no gains,/ I find my self a woman, play the same old silly games,/ She say she love me, and wanna take my last name,/ But the picture she been painting ain't really fit for a frame,/ She says I'm the one, I helped her open her eyes,/ Tell me why every other word, feels like a lie,/ // // [PRE-CHORUS] Maybe it's the promises, you never seem to keep,/ Or how when we call, your always quiet and barely speak,/ Or when you say youll text me back, it feels like a week,/ You blame it on the service, I believe you, because I'm weak,/ // [BRIDGE] Round and round we go, yet my world hasn't changed,/ It still all looks the same, I might actually be insane,/ Round and round we go, yet my world hasn't changed,/ It still all looks the same, I might actually be insane,/ // [CHORUS] God ain't on my side, if he was I would be strong,/ Strong enough to put this bottle down, before these pills are gone,/ But if there is even a heaven after this damned life,/ I pray to whoever I'm praying to, that you ain't part of the afterlife,/ / I'm praying I don't see you in the afterlife/ / I Pray I never see you in the afterlife/ // [VERSE] Ive given all the warnings, I thought I made it clear enough,/ This life ain't worth the struggle, death still hasn't come near enough,/ I'm speaking to my demons hoping for a little pain relief,/ But they never answer back, maybe the demons are scared of me,/ Maybe a tainted soul isn't what their looking for,/ Hell don't want a damaged soul, that can't be broken anymore,/ What could you do to a man thats allready been killed,/ Silenced and emotionally removed from this world,/ Can't break a man, that's been beaten so far down,/ That he has no heart left, dragging himself along the ground./ A life of disappointment, from a disappointment of a soul,/ I learned I wasnt loved when I realized noone was home,/ I prayed and I called, but no one was around,/ I left messages every night, never heard a single sound,/ A call never came back, not a signal sign was found,/ I've given you my warning, now I'm finally heading out,/ // [BRIDGE] Round and round we go, yet my world hasn't changed,/ It still all looks the same, I might actually be insane,/ Round and round we go, yet my world hasn't changed,/ It still all looks the same, I might actually be insane,/ // [CHORUS] God ain't on my side, if he was I would be strong,/ Strong enough to put this bottle down before the pills are gone,/ But if there is even a heaven after this damned life,/ I pray to whoever I'm praying to, that you ain't part of the afterlife,/ / I'm praying I don't see you in the afterlife/ / Pray I never see you in the afterlife/ // [VERSE] Cyanide around my neck/ True artist to the core/ The other day someone asked me why I even do this for/ Is it for the fame, or do you want something more/ I told em cuz cuz death is knocking, tryin to come through the door/ And if I die today, I'll still live on through this/ These lyrics that I spit, make me seem kind of ruthless/ But really I'm a teacher, and my listeners my students/ I'm just tryin to tell my story, so no one can use it/ Got some skeletons in my closet I ain't scared to show/ I've done some shit in my past, I kept locked behind a door/ When your allready a dead man, what is left to fear/ When you know how your gonna die it all becomes clear/ Duck it, that's how I live my life/ The past that I led, comes out in what I write/ Every single lyric is a piece of who I am/ Every single song reminds me of where I've been/ // [CHORUS] God ain't on my side, if he was I would be strong,/ Strong enough to put this bottle down before the pills are gone,/ But if there is even a heaven after this damned life,/ I pray to whoever I'm praying to, that you ain't part of the afterlife,/ / I'm praying I don't see you in the afterlife/ / Pray I never see you in the afterlife/ [OUTRO] Round and round we go, yet my world hasn't changed,/ It still all looks the same, I might actually be insane,/ Round and round we go, yet my world hasn't changed,/ It still all looks the same, I might actually be insane,/
