You Think I'm Fine

i don't remember i don't remember, the funeral, don't know what i said, or, if i was of any use at all, why is everyone so nice to me? none of it feels right to me, your words dance around me, so casually, and nothing is where it ought to be, yet you think i'm fine, i don't remember, i don't remember, a word you said, but thank you, i guess i lost, everyone who cared, one after another, just like i feared, how many people would pay to keep my grave up i recall basking in the sun, before the crowd turned to one, i want to stop time and break it down, until the sun comes back around, yet you think i'm fine you think i'm fine, why? sometimes i dream i'm not here, don't know where, i guess, elsewhere, I, not here, just watching the waves, beneath the overcast sky, and, and, i'm sorry for scaring you, i'm sorry for making- you say sorry, i'm sorry- for making you worry, i'm sorry for scaring you, i'm sorry for making- you say sorry, i'm sorry- for making you worry, this takes longer than any of us would like it to, i guess, yet you think i'm fine, you think i'm fine, ----------------------- So this one turned out WAY different from how I had imagined it, and I kinda just fell into the rabbit hole of adding a bunch of weird sections to it. Oh and for the video for this one I wanted an effective visual way to show time passing, so thought this was a cool way to do it. The janky framerate was done manually by removing frames and smoothing it out with a standard fade, with a delayed low opacity delayed layer on top of it. Looks pretty cool, I think! Decided to remove it from the SSC7 challenge. I don't think it really fits it, and I like it so much, it might be the basis for my new album after the jazz one. We'll see. --TT