[Intro] Yeah, it's WZRD Ayo, hey [Verse 1] Yeah What the fuck am I living for? (Huh?) My girl on my ass 'cause I ain't do my fuckin' chores She's saying she gonna kick me out 'Cause I won't mop the floors You ever been kicked out a house You paid the rent for? Yeah, this is my hellish living To you it's Halloween To me it's like a tradition There's no trick or treating 'Cause life done tricked me And I've been treated like shit For my whole existence My kids don't respect me Because I don't have shit My girl don't respect me Because I ain't the breadwinner It's hard to be a man When your girl make more figures Then you go to work And your boss wanna talk to you like you a kid Damn And that shit really start to fuck with your mental You thinking about ending it And I don't mean an instrumental But if I let this 45 go to my temple It'd be just like a car wash 'Cause I'd be bleeding out red [Chorus] My hellish living This my hellish living My hellish living This my hellish living My hellish living This my hellish living My hellish living This my hellish living [Verse 2] Life ain't shit, but a bitch And then you die So why the fuck should I be tripping? I'm just waiting for my time It's kind of hard to talk to God When you think he's lying But in my world, he did 'Cause he told me I would be alright And I can see the light at the end of the tunnel But it's just a train coming 'Cause it ain't heaven And I can see the signs Like the number eleven I'm going through hell, man I might as well see the Devil At the end of the day I'm going through hell So I might as well see the Devil And I ain't talking about the number one hundred 'Cause I ain't one hundred But right now, I'm done, bitch [Chorus] My hellish living This my hellish living My hellish living This my hellish living My hellish living This my hellish living My hellish living This my hellish living [Verse 3] Fuck it, I'll give you another verse 'Cause the shit I'm going through is the fuckin' worst It feel like I got a curse It feel like a spell was casted And it's ironic, I'm WZRD, and it happened And you know what's even crazier? That same bitch is asking me for paper I'm supposed to provide But how can I be the rock when I got a crutch? It's hard to be solid when you have to rush And you got a deadline You might as well be a pastor Because I'm on your head And you gonna be the one that's next in line It's hard to work a nine-to-five When you got a five-to-nine That's tryna provide, but don't give you no time And you start to think about taking your life And I don't mean a life sentence But you sentenced to life When your life get ended That's what I mean when I say "My hellish living" Damn [Chorus] My hellish living This my hellish living My hellish living This my hellish living My hellish living This my hellish living My hellish living This my hellish living
