Damn

[Verse 1] On and off since we were young Something between us was never done Different countries, different lives Somehow we'd always collide Years apart, still found our way No matter the distance, no matter the day You asked to see the real me Then vanished in the face of reality [Pre-Chorus] Told you the getaway version ain't the one you keep You said you wanted all of it, wanted it deep I believed you meant it, I gave you everything, I let you in [Chorus] How do you ask for all of me and throw it all away so easily? You said you wanted me, ugly scars and all Now you want nothing, don't even call I opened every door, let you inside You saw the mess, and something in you died I miss you so much, but I know what you saw Has you wanting nothing to do with me at all [Verse 2] You flirt and swear you didn't see The signs as clear as they could be Exes texting, you'd engage Then ask me why I was enraged You saw me when I wasn't well Watched me fight a war I couldn't tell You asked for every piece of me to bear Then vanished like you weren't even there [Pre-Chorus] Told you the getaway version ain't the one you keep You said you wanted all of it, wanted it deep I believed you meant it, I gave you everything, I let you in [Chorus] How do you ask for all of me and throw it all away so easily? You said you wanted me, ugly scars and all Now you want nothing, don't even call I opened every door, let you inside You saw the mess, and something in you died I miss you so much, but I know what you saw Has you wanting nothing to do with me at all [Bridge] I broke that night, I told you to leave Couldn't play dumb to what I could see Always acting distant, pretending to be unaware That was such bullshit, it wasn't fair No closure after, no real goodbyes Just late-night calls and texts when you're high Even after you sneak into my bed "It's just a fling," you said, knowing where it led [Chorus] How do you ask for all of me and throw it all away so easily? You said you wanted me, ugly scars and all Now you want nothing, don't even call I opened every door, let you inside You saw the mess, and something in you died I miss you so much, but I know what you saw Has you wanting nothing to do with me at all