Don’t, Just Don’t (ver2)

I recall all your ways slight sylph don’t dismay Amazed and riddled with guilt dont take blame You get my praise for what its worth Dont be ashamed, hope your hurt Hasnt left you lamed I hope your days are worth their weights Free of games, hasnt gone insane I remember yer taste like apples and peach Breathe in deep the pleasing seep Its a memory in me i feed weeds and detritus Revel wallow invite it I bring it up When i get self righteous For humility and politeness as it Deflates bravado like nobody’s business Although I remember a cinder of innocence Wrapped in a cynic’s blanket, Tied up with good luck in the lucky genes club And a trust fund gravy oh baby you saved me In my remembrance that sundress your shapes grace in it Is forever impressed into my cortex Like reflex, feels right Deeper than fight or flight More primordial than sex Pin pricks tingle pain Leg’s asleep again, and against the grainier in sane-er approaches know yer hope hopes Beauty knows it place Keeps its grace a quiet sort And the impetus to resort to guerrilla tactics Is a moment. But Its passes. As Just distraction. Rasps its recall all iron and rust Chokes on motes in masse Ashes in its grasp Patinas on your metal, corroded tarnished Obscuring intricate designs Preserve your youth with mnemonic varnish Lest the essence vanish And your memory Turn ashes Touch clammy Voice damns where the dam be broke Almost gross as the blood goes slipping Surging ripping the earth its first born Mourns none I swear, ive sworn born In a swarm formed of forgotten porn, discord Disgust, and certain cynical poisonousnuss Repurposed reformed resigned reborn Sheeplike shorn not forlorn Warned but not warm Scorned but holding hells fury Dont worry dont fret Of one mind One time One regret One realigned broken spine and a shine That scintillates for the blind Imitates the kind but is not kind Leads the blind but has no eyes Tries to be long but only longs to be Speaks a gospel of awful lies in liturgy Rises only to realize every thing Dies presently, the inevitability to Dead humanity walking cruel Calling names chained and stained I still see your smile in rain Your lilt in every laugh Your wild style unabashed unapologetic unashamed a cache Of last ditch hail mary Barely keeping the match Away from the ocean of gas The glass bottom ceiling squeaking Speaking in circle jerks, of good works Old hurts and rewrites of whats occurred Seeking out greater works than those of yers But i can only remember you first Like a sunburst burn that learns A language of loss and earn Slash and burn, sate and yearn And later as a curse that takes yer beauty And renders it dully , cheapens sulliies the joys Takes your voice amplifies the noise Destroys the cloys of finesse Distorts intent of inflection Thats separates us from the average hot mess Expression of self mastication. I chose to love no one. I choose to lose no one. I will abuse none, use none And become a ghast at last Inhuman undone last chance Pan flash Before gone. Always loved dusk Now i love dawn Understanding I loved you wrong I love you wrung out lazy cloud I love you as surely as i know how I’m unmade Such is my cross to parade Allow me the vanity of a cross fade to black Good life To you goodbye do not look back So that be that l