Outcast On The Inside Plastic Grin (Madman Mashup Remix)

[Verse 1] I wear the wrong face In a room full of right ones They laugh at small things I choke on big questions I tried on their colors They burned on my skin Every “how you doing?” Feels like “you don’t fit in” [Chorus] I’m an outcast on the inside Ghost at my own door Screaming in a crowd of statues Can’t feel me anymore If I disappear tomorrow Would anyone ask why? Outcast on the inside Dying where I can’t be seen to die (oh) [Verse 2] They say it gets better Like it’s some kind of cure But these nights crawl backwards And I’m less and less sure Heart’s a cracked window Rattling in the storm I’m so tired of pretending That I ever was the norm [Chorus] I’m an outcast on the inside Ghost at my own door Screaming in a crowd of statues Can’t feel me anymore If I disappear tomorrow Would anyone ask why? Outcast on the inside Dying where I can’t be seen to die [Bridge] How many versions of me Have I buried alive? How many times did I smile Just to barely survive? Pull my name off your tongue You don’t know what it costs I’m not “fine ” I’m just quiet I’m not okay I’m lost (lost) [Chorus] I’m an outcast on the inside Ghost at my own door Screaming in a crowd of statues Can’t feel me anymore If I fade into the silence Will anyone ask why? Outcast on the inside I’ve been gone a long time Just learning how to say goodbye Well, let me welcome you along for this ride You got no place to run, no place to hide Am I your hero or the voice inside? Whispering your funeral in lullabies If you hear me laughing in the dead of night I’m just burying another living light I wear the madman grin, that split‑skull smile How funny you thought you could win Now bleed for me a while Step in line, step in line Got your number, feeling fine? Plastic grin, borrowed face Welcome to the human race They pushed my head down in the dirt Taught me how to spell my hurt Every name they carved in red Became the voice inside my head I wear the wrong face In a room full of right ones They laugh at small things I choke on big questions I tried on their colors They burned on my skin Every “how you doing?” Feels like “you don’t fit in” How can you love me If I can’t love me at all? Mirror showing broken teeth From every time I learned to crawl They said, “kid, you’re nothing” Till I carved it in my bones Now the only home I know Is hating when I’m alone I wake up wired with a borrowed name Mirror talks but it don’t say the same Hands keep moving, I don’t know why Clock keeps laughing I’m an outcast on the inside Ghost at my own door Screaming in a crowd of statues Can’t feel me anymore