Intro: I tried taking the high road It just made me quiet Verse 1: I told everyone Iโ€™m fine now Said your name without a shake But every smile feels rehearsed And every memory still aches You walked away with clean hands Left me holding the weight I had to learn how to breathe again While you barely felt the change Pre-Chorus: I donโ€™t miss you I miss who I was before Chorus: I donโ€™t wish you dead I donโ€™t wish you gone I just hope life hits you honest When youโ€™re sure youโ€™ve moved on I hope it hurts the way it should When you realize what you lost I donโ€™t wish you the worst forever Just long enough to feel the cost Verse 2: I tried being understanding Tried forgiving too fast But swallowing my anger Just made it leak out the cracks You say Iโ€™m overreacting Say I should let it go Funny how you want peace now When Iโ€™m the one who broke Pre-Chorus: I wonโ€™t scream But I wonโ€™t lie Chorus: I donโ€™t wish you dead I donโ€™t wish you pain I just hope your confidence Cracks when you hear my name I hope you feel the silence When thereโ€™s no one left to blame I donโ€™t wish you the worst forever Just enough to feel ashamed Bridge: Maybe this makes me bitter Maybe it makes me real I tried turning hurt into grace But grace doesnโ€™t cancel what I feel I wonโ€™t chase closure I wonโ€™t rewrite the truth I donโ€™t need you to suffer endlessly I just need you to know what you did Final Chorus: I donโ€™t wish you dead I donโ€™t wish you weak I just hope the nights get loud When you canโ€™t fall asleep I hope something reminds you Of the mess you walked away from I donโ€™t wish you the worst forever Just long enough to feel what I felt Outro: Iโ€™m not proud of this But itโ€™s honest And thatโ€™s enough