they call me holy… but they don’t know me Silk on my skin like a second name Lights in my eyes but they hide the pain Every prayer they put on me feels like a weight I can’t release They see a halo, I feel the fire Built me a throne out of their desire Say I’m a dream they can believe but no one asks what I need If I fall… would they still pray? Or just turn their eyes away… Mother Mary… can you hear me now? I’m not holy… I’m just breaking down They put heaven on my shoulders but I’m dying in the crowd Mother Mary… if you feel the same tell me why we have to play this game They worship what they created but they don’t know my name Lipstick prayers and a perfect face Every tear has to hide in place They love the girl I pretend to be but not the one underneath Hands in the air like I’m saving souls but I’m losing parts I can’t control Every touch feels so far away when you’re seen… but never safe If I break… would they still stay? Or just love me from the stage… Mother Mary… can you hear me now? I’m not holy… I’m just breaking down They put heaven on my shoulders but I’m dying in the crowd Mother Mary… if you feel the same tell me why we have to play this game They worship what they created but they don’t know my name If I’m divine… why do I feel so alone? If I’m your light… why can’t I find my own? Take this crown… it’s cutting through my skin I was your angel… now I’m caving in Mother Mary… hear me screaming now I’m not perfect… I’m just falling down All this love feels like a prison when you can’t come back around Mother Mary… let me be undone I don’t need to be the chosen one If I lose what they believe in maybe I can finally run they called me holy… but they never knew me © 2026 Lunarbaby All Rights Reserved
