Waterfalls upon my eyes

I can’t stop crying! I feel the weight of the world invading my space muscle always loving, but my body feels pain not pain is in physical, but pain is in sadness. Why do I feel this way? I really don’t know. I know life is good but yet my tears flow like the waterfall I’ll try and meditate but I just wanna cry. I hear emptiness deep inside my tears, soaked my face and suck my pillow all alone with my own embrace. I’m writing a song as I cry my tears out, but I just wanna cry and cry and cry until I fall asleep maybe my dreams will tell me the truth of what it is that I’m crying all about because I have no clue maybe I’m overwhelmed maybe this last month did a number on me maybe the last year did a number on me but I’m stronger than that crying is OK I just wanna cry. My stomach feels sick my eyes feel sad crying. What’s going on?