[Intro – Spoken Rap] Yeah... Sometimes I gotta walk away, Not because I wanna leave you, But because my head gets too loud. There's so much love inside me, And I'm trying to calm it down. [Verse 1 – Rap] When the noise inside my head gets louder than before, I put my shoes on, grab my keys, and head straight for the door. Music in my ears, turn it up and start to walk, Trying to quiet all my thoughts when my mind won't stop. 'Cause all I wanna do is hold you close against my chest, Steal a kiss and feel your arms, let my restless mind find rest. But I'm scared I'll want too much, won't know when to slow, So I take a walk outside and let the music flow. It's not that I wanna leave you, or put distance in between, It's just hard to calm the feelings that keep running through me. I wanna give you all my love, but I know you need your space, So I'm learning how to handle it without crossing any lines. [Chorus – Melodic Rap] When my head gets too loud, I go walking through the night, With my music in my ears, trying to get my mind right. I wanna kiss you, hold you close, have you right here next to me, But I respect your boundaries, even when it's hard for me. There's so much love inside my heart, sometimes I don't know what to do, So I walk until I'm calmer, then my thoughts come back to you. I can't make you feel the way I feel, and I know that's true, I'm just trying to find some peace while loving you. [Verse 2 – Rap] Then I head upstairs to your room, turn my PlayStation on, Grab the controller, start a game, but my focus soon is gone. I'm looking at the screen, but my mind is somewhere else, Thinking of your arms around me, wishing I could help myself. Take a few pulls on my vape, try to settle down my brain, But you're running through my thoughts again and again. I wanna cuddle, wanna kiss you every chance that we can share, But I know you don't need affection all the time like I do, I swear. Sometimes I wonder how much longer I can hold it all inside, When my feelings get so loud and there's nowhere left to hide. But I never want my love to make you feel you can't say no, So when everything gets heavy, I step back and take a stroll. [Chorus – Melodic Rap] When my head gets too loud, I go walking through the night, With my music in my ears, trying to get my mind right. I wanna kiss you, hold you close, have you right here next to me, But I respect your boundaries, even when it's hard for me. There's so much love inside my heart, sometimes I don't know what to do, So I walk until I'm calmer, then my thoughts come back to you. I can't make you feel the way I feel, and I know that's true, I'm just trying to find some peace while loving you. [Bridge – Slow, Emotional] Baby, I wish you could hear All the words I never say. Sometimes I just need a moment To let the noise inside me fade. I want your hugs, I want your kisses, But your comfort matters too. I'm learning how to calm my mind Without putting that on you. [Outro – Spoken Rap] Yeah... Sometimes I walk. Sometimes I play. Sometimes I turn the music up And let the noise fade away. I've got so much love inside me, I'm still learning what to do. And even when my mind gets loud, It always comes back to you.
