--- [Intro – Gentle guitar fingerpicking] Woke up again But time didn’t move It’s still that night When I lost you [Verse 1] Crash sound replaying in my mind Metal and silence in a perfect bind One phone call split my life in two And I’ve been stuck in that second ever since I lost you They said “instant,” like that made it kind But your soul left before your body had time I never got to say goodbye Now I talk to the sky like it knows why [Chorus – Strained vocals, long holds] I’m trapped in a mind loop, broken replay You left, and I never got to make you stay Still hear the sirens, still feel the quake Still see your smile right before it breaks I’m lost in the wreckage, numb and bruised Heart full of pieces I’ll always lose They say move on, but I don’t know how ‘Cause you’re still gone, and I’m still now [Verse 2] The helmet cracked, but your brain went first My world collapsed with that single word “Fatal” — said like it’s medical fact But my heart can’t grasp you’re not coming back You were fine, you were here, you were just on the ride Now I’m screaming your name with no one beside I hold your photo like it’ll bleed But it’s just paper, not what I need [Chorus – Even more raw, emphasis on “loop”] I’m stuck in a mind loop, crash in reverse Every second that passed just makes it worse Still hear your voice like it’s carved in air Still sit alone in your empty chair The streets still echo that final sound The silence after still shakes the ground I breathe, but I don't really live I gave you my heart — now there’s none to give [Bridge – quiet, broken phrasing] Can’t pray it away Can’t scream it back Can’t fix what snapped In that one impact The ride never ended — it just ended you And left me stuck in this loop of “what do I do?” [Final Chorus – whispered singing fading to breath] I’m stuck in a mind loop, can’t escape Reality twisted in your shape No goodbye, no final word Just flashing lights and the crash I heard I’m here, but I’m split in two The moment it happened and the moment I knew You were my anchor, now I just drift Looping the second my whole world slipped --- [Outro – Spoken Word, aching tone, slow fade with guitar loop] I didn’t know that night would be the last one. I didn’t know my world would end while I was looking at a text message. They said "it was quick," But that doesn’t make it better — it makes it worse. You were gone before the ambulance even parked. Before your body hit the ground, your soul had left me behind. No goodbye. No time. No second chance. Just flashing lights, broken metal, And the weight of silence so loud it’s burned into my brain. You should still be here. Laughing. Riding. Living. Instead I wake up every day in this goddamn loop — of remembering, replaying, and not knowing how to move forward when half of me stayed with you. ---
