Heal [Verse 1] It’s been a while now Since you decided to go I’m still here missing you Sometimes I’m like a shadow I don’t even recognize myself Like I’m sleepwalking Through my life Trying to find some meaning out of this The ongoing abyss of grey [Chorus] ’Cause I’m just barely surviving While my heart hasn’t seemed to heal ’Cause no matter what I do You’re in it still Wish I could stop the sadness The pain The mourning And feel something more than melancholy [Verse 2] You still call from time to time Just a quick hello Telling me you’re doing fine Don’t want to hear about me Or what I’m going through Just a quick “I’m good” As if compelled to call Don’t know why I pick up at all You say you’re okay And sound like you’re thriving I’m glad your doing well [long Pause] [Chorus] ’Cause I’m just barely surviving While my heart hasn’t seemed to heal ’Cause no matter what I do You’re in it still Wish I could stop the sadness The pain The mourning And feel something more than melancholy [Bridge] I feel hollow That echoes with a deep ache I can’t seem to shake I’ve got to believe With time There will be a shift If I just hold on The peace will seep back in [Final Chorus] While my heart hasn’t seemed to heal ’Cause no matter what I do You’re in it still Wish I could stop the sadness The pain The mourning And feel something more than melancholy [Outro] I’ve got to believe With time There will be a shift If I just hold on It’s got to get better than this! I tell myself It’s okay to feel this way I don’t have to be fine I just have to get through today
