Fell out with my bitch, I been gone off

[HOOK] Fell out with my bitch, I been gone off the meds Demons in my head, I been ducking my bed All the way up, but I’m stuck in my ways Pray for the night, still run from the day [VERSE 1] Heart cold, put my hoodie up, with my back against the wall Learned young don’t trust shit when the money call Blunt got me floatin’, but my soul still stuck Everybody fake when they smile and say they keep it a buck I don’t need love, I need silence now Too much lost hope on the past, gotta wash it out They don’t know what it cost just to stay alive Every win feel cursed, every loss feel fine PTSD when I hear that sound (Whoop-Whoop) Sirens in my sleep, I don’t lay back down I been movin’ dirty just to stay ahead Pray to God but I still see hell instead [HOOK] Fell out with my bitch, I been gone off the meds Demons in my head, I been ducking my bed All the way up, but I’m stuck in my ways Pray for the night, still run from the day [VERSE 2] Mama said slow down, I said I can’t stop Whole life felt like one longshot Friends turn ghosts when the hard times too loud Same hands clappin’ tryna take me down I don’t flex fake, I flex my voice Every scar from pain here earned, not by choice Love feel fake when it come with conditions Trust get killed in these fucked-up missions I been numb so long I forgot what hurt is Smile for the cam, still feels worthless If I crash out, don’t act surprised stand down I been dead inside, just livin’ like a ghost now [BRIDGE | SCREAM-SUNG] Why I feel alone in a room full of eyes? Why peace always come with a fuckin’ price? If I die tonight, let the truth be said I was fightin’ my mind way more than the feds [HOOK] Fell out with my bitch, I been gone off the meds Demons in my head, I been ducking my bed All the way up, but I’m stuck in my ways Pray for the night, still run from the day [OUTRO] All the way up, still chained to the floor If love call back, I don’t answer no more Lifestyle cursed, but I play my part Street-made body, broke-made heart