Pity party

[Pre-Intro - birthday chant vocals] Happy birthday to you What the fuck do I do? Forty-two candles held up to you What a pity, happy birthday to you [Intro - birthday nurserycore vocal tone] "Happy birthday" and it goes a little something like this Happy worst day, yeah, I hate that I exist "Happy birthday," they say "Why the long face?" They say I love that one, and I hate it all the same Happy birthday to the one that got away Happy worst day to the one who took my place It's my pityparty, I'll cry if I want to [Verse 1 - alt-rap conversational vocals] Can't seem to find the real me Swear I'm not the enemy Sorry for the mess, but I don't clean Not on my hands and knees Swear it's not my fault, I'm no control freak Everything I lost was so unnecessary Feelin like Cinderelly, yeah Cinderelly And everything I wanted, yeah, it's getting pretty scary In this house, where it feels like everything is haunted Huntin' me down, find out everything I wanted Funny how now that I have it, I don't even want it Funny how the bad memories, I never forgot 'em What is this about? Why do I do this? This little old house is like the mind of a nuisance Falling out, falling out, everything's useless I scream and I shout, it's so hard to get used to this [Pre-Chorus - rising vocal tension] So sorry baby, it’s a pity Blowin out candles like you’re fifty Actin like a fool, go cry if you want to [Chorus - chant vocal hook] It's my pity party I'll cry if I want to, lie if I want to You'd cry too if this happened to you, so I'll take what I want from you Take what I want from you [Post-Chorus - vocal loop repetition] Take what I want from you Take what I want from you [Verse 2 - alt-rap storytelling vocals] Blow out the candles, think of my enemies Make a wish for the people pretending to be friends with me Dancing on my grave like the fucking Macarena Never seen 'em misbehave, think they tryna be famous Used to save me a plate Now they say I look different, I used to be great Sayin', "Look at your face, it used to be pretty You should've just stayed in your small town city" Well, what did you expect? I'm like, "What the heck?" It was bound to happen Wouldn't you expect for me to be a wreck? Now you want me back in [Chorus - emotional vocal repeat] It's my pity party I'll cry if I want to, lie if I want to You'd cry too if this happened to you, so I'll take what I want from you I’ll lie if I want to, lie if I want to [Post-Chorus - vocal loop] Take what I want from you Take what I want from you [Refrain - minimal vocal drop] I'll take what I want from you You would cry too [Bridge Interlude - emotional breakdown vocals] It's my pity party I'll cry if I want to, lie if I want to If you think I'm too blunt, you can kiss my (Woo) Why the hell you so mean to me? (Uh) Guess I'm your wind up man, a precious little toy Now, you just stare at me Cause you think I'm pretty Or maybe it's because you pity me 'Cause I don't feel like myself And I don't know who else To turn to when I don't feel like me But this isn't a crisis I'm in no need of guidance I just want to cry in peace Cry if I want to You'd cry too if this happened to you, so I'll take what I want from you You would cry too [Verse 3 - degraded birthday vocal delivery] Pity party in the bathroom (Whew) Nobody else around me, it's just me and you Baby, I just wanna go home You can keep the keys, just leave me the keys, yeah Oh, how do I put this gently? You know I love you, baby, but not the way you love me And I'm sure it would come as no surprise to you 'Cause when I'm down bad, when I'm real sad That's when I come to you, you, you [Bridge - cinematic vocal performance] You ever seen a world on fire? It's burnin' up with me inside it This, that, this, that bullshit, please be silent I know my issues, I can't fight it I'm a villain, you're a sidekick I'm the main event, and you're invited Put me in the circus with the lions I'm a little toy that you wind up I'm a little puppet for your fun Watch the story unravel as the cookie crumbles I'm an empty vessel, just a box of bones Oh, it's my party, and I'll cry if I want to I know what you want, you know I got you (I do) Just come when I call you, ooh (I do) Just come when I call you, ooh (I do) [Refrain - nostalgic vocal loop] Birthday cake to the face and a heartache A pity party for the ex and his namesake Oh, how happy is the birthday boy Oh, how happy is the birthday boy So he buys himself a toy And the toy becomes the world And the world becomes a toy [Final-Chorus - chaotic vocal ending] I want my shit and I want it all back I want my shit and I want it all back You don't wanna talk about it, talk about it (Womp womp womp womp) (Womp womp womp womp) (Womp womp womp womp) (Womp womp womp womp)