[Verse 1] Not healed, just surviving without you People think time fixes everything But they don’t see what it’s like When the pain learns how to stay quiet I’m not okay, I’m just better at hiding it I go through my days and I play my part Pretend I’ve moved on like a pro But inside, you still got a room [Pre-Chorus] I still think about you more than I should I still miss you in ways I can’t explain And I keep going anyway Not because it’s easy [Chorus] I’m not healed I’m not healed I learned to hide it well I’m not healed I’m not healed But I still show up anyway (Not healed) (Not healed) [Verse 2] Your other wives call me crazy By your crazy wife ring Make your crazy wife feel better That’s the joke they throw What hurts is when you left Because of things that were happening And you never came back You let me believe that you were dead [Pre-Chorus] Then I remembered And I put two and two together When I saw my assets mixed with your name The whole truth hit hard [Chorus] I’m not healed I’m not healed I learned to hide it well I’m not healed I’m not healed But I still show up anyway (Not healed) (Not healed) [Bridge] I remember the van I remember the horse trailer I remember the forty tornadoes The day that you left The day my world fell apart And I stood there in the wreckage Trying to breathe like nothing broke [Final Chorus] I’m not healed I’m not healed I learned to hide it well I’m not healed I’m not healed But I still show up anyway I’m not healed I’m not healed And I still won’t let go (Not healed) (Not healed)
