Get my life up for a man that I thought would always be here no matter what time came The day he left to walk out the door he killed us both, that's for sure as much as I wanted my life to be what it was it took everyone else because that's what he does I know my story has come to an end that's why you will never be my friend all this time I thought you was the one turns out you were just number one He got quiet on me that got disrespectful he just hated me for what I thought I loved for 25 years it was nothing but a fake now that I look in the rear I don’t know why it became that way So here I go hurting myself wishing you were coming home but it's been past a year and I know it's time for me to go on What do I do? I can't go on I keep thinking of all those times you said you'd come back that you'd never leave never turn your back Now that it looks in the rear it has been horrific and bad spiraling throughout the world he reached out, I had no idea that I'm coming back to my mind all I wish is that I would not be what are the chances that I will ever be me again And here I am a year later starting up again not for you but so I can be a stronger man No, I've been living with just pain for so long everyone gas at me, said really I was wrong when in fact I wasn’t—almost too late to see I knew how I want to be and it's not with he All this time I thought you was the one turns out you were just number one and here I am, starting up again not for you but so I can be me again so I’ll never be in this position with you again
