If I Could Just....

[Hook] Why is it when you smile I lose all of my thoughts? This feeling is forbidden yet It's flooding me so I'm losing control of my soul [Hook Bridged] If I could just just just just Explayyyy-ae-ae-ain If I could just just just just Explayyyy-ae-ae-ain [Verse] If I could just explain the things thatch-you do to me I know I told ya i knew all tha things thatch-you beein keepin' cool from me How you hold the red on your cheeks behind your breath Our eyes lock across the room an' I can't help but stare I try to turn my head but you're just so wavering down there It's like I wanna give you the world for no reason just cause you look at me A spell You got control over my will Come with me in the rain Wet, yeah, 'n' I know the color fades I see you on a daily in my head and when I'm waking Bedhead and your beauty has me shaking at your presence Reality breaking, like a dream in real life The best an only present I need But you so far away, just takin' me to my knees [Hook] Why is it when you smile I lose all of my thoughts? This feeling is forbidden yet It's flooding me so I'm losing control of my soul [Bridge] If I could just just just just If I could just just just just ...... If I could... Just.... Explain.... [Verse] My cheeks are red My lips are tight Your hair in my hands For only just a second at night I know what i am And I know what i need to be for you If i could lie to my heart id take my mind off of you I know its what I should do but to my heart I stay true I wonder why I lie to myself like that Like sticking around is gonna save all of that I always contemplate if it's better or worse for you If I love you and suffer Or if i ignore it and leave If being alone was really my true calling Cuz I can't get what I need and what I need can never be [Build Up] I know you know I know you know I know you know And I just can't stop my heart from feeling this way But if loving you from far away, without me ever having to say Is what makes it okay....for you I guess my hands will cover my mouth, my face And I'll sit out in this chair Dreaming about the silk feel of your hair I wonder what it's like To hold your hand like he did And do it better Cause thats just it I'd do it better Jealousy never.... Well..... maybe a little bit They never knew you well As far as I can tell They weren't worth.... You [Hook Bridged] If I could just just just just Explayyyy-ae-ae-ain If I could just just just just Explayyyy-ae-ae-ain [Hook] Why is it when you smile I lose all of my thoughts? This feeling is forbidden yet It's flooding me so I'm losing control of my soul [Verse] I can't hold on to this weight A song so be it for my sake The world knows no peace in my wake I look at the stars and wait.... But I..... Just see you.... And it shakes me until I awake From the deepest slumber and yeah baby I.... Still shake I tremble when you stand in place If I told you the what and why I have to say...I'm afraid You'd all hate me And then I'd be breaking You're so close but when I think of it all the world starts shaking.... Like.... Me.... [Hook] Why is it when you smile I lose all of my thoughts? This feeling is forbidden yet It's flooding me so I'm losing control of my soul [Hook Bridged] If I could just just just just Explayyyy-ae-ae-ain If I could just just just just Explayyyy-ae-ae-ain